Between You & I(BoyXBoy)

Part 5

Rell P.O.V

It has been a few weeks since I last talked to Andre. One because I don't like coming out to judgmental people and two I refuse to get my heart torn into pieces. Since that night I came out to him, I have been anti-social lately. I havent talked to anyone.

One day after school I went to practice with the feeling of distraught & depression. I dont know how to act now that my secret out. Being in a place where people dont like homosexuals is a disturbing feeling. You'll never know whats going to happen next . During practice I was quiet, didnt associate with anyone & did as the coach said . I saw Andre take a look at me from time to time but I didnt want it to phase me during practice.

When practice was over, I quickly grabbed my things & headed to the car. But then I suddenly goy stopped in my tracks when Andre came up to me.

Andre: "Yo, dude where have you been? I ain't heard from you or anything. What's goin' on ?"

Me: "Look Andre, its nothing that you can fix so just leave it alone."

Andre: "Bruh, you not leaving until you tell me what's wrong with you so I suggest you speak."

Me: "Okay look.. I aint been talking to nobody for one my secret of being gay is out there.. the reason I left football for soccer was because if I played football this year I was threatened I was gone get my ass ganged for me being gay so I quit football. Now you is one of the cool, popular kids in school and the night I told you I was gay I decided I was gone fallback because dudes like you dont hang with guys like me. So without my feelings being hurt I went anti. I refuse to let muthafuckas hurt me.."

Andre: "Dang dude ... I-I dont know what to say. I mean you a cool as dude so you cool with me . Juss dont try nothing. But you the homie I aint finna let nothing happen to you just know that. I cant really judge nobody cause Im not in that place too judge . But I understand where you coming from.."

Me: "No Dre .. its not that simple to understand."
*sighs*
"Look .. Ill just talk to you later."

I really didnt know what to say to Dre, so I just let him where he waa standing and I took off.

Later that night, my 'some what of a boyfriend' texts me

Me: "What do you want Dennis?"

Dennis: "You still mad at me?"

Me: "Of course Im still mad at you stupid bitch. You fucking cheated on me. I dont even know why Im still with yo ass."

Dennis: "Cause you love me hahaha"

Me: "You not funny .. tbh I really dont like you like I use too . My feelings for you changed.

Dennis: "Wym boo ?"

Me: "I dont love you anymore .."

Dennis: "Oh really, thats how you wanna be? Fine Ill leave - bye"

In reality, he shouldnt have cheated, but at the same time I was falling for another dude so I really didnt have a choice but to break up with him. He wasnt shit to me anyways.