Between You & I(BoyXBoy)

Part 6

Andre P.O.V

Later that night, Rell really had me thinking on what he said. "What don't I understand" ... "Is it something I did?" I don't know what it is but I wanna find out. Around 11:30, I call Rell to see if he's okay.

Rell: "Hello ?"

Me: "Hey bro, you good?"

Rell: "Yeah Dre, Im fine.."

Me: "Dude forreal what's going on? It something you not tell me.."

Rell: "Omg Dre like it doesnt matter! Like I said either I tell you or not its not gone make a difference."

Me: "Dude just tell me!"

Rell: "Okay fine ! .... Remember a couple of months back I told you I feelings for you? Well those feelings are 10 times stronger. Tbh, you arent like these other niggas out here, I see something different in you - but what's blocking me to show how much I care is that your straight .. Im gay so it's really not gone resolve anything because nothing will happen. You never been in my shoes to understand where I came from. Im shy as fuck and can't talk to people without it being an issue. Idk if you ever had someone show you or poured they feelings all out to you, but Im a nigga that has true feelings and what seems to be the issue is that people dont care about me until Im gone .. hell people probably wouldnt care if I was gone"

Damn I didnt know this dude was deep in his feelings about me. I dont know what to say to him.

Me: "Look Rell, I know you feel this way about me.. but damn I aint know it was this deep. Like tbh, I kind of feel the same way its just that Im not gay.. if I was gay, oh hands down you can have me but the way Im set up i just cant do it bro ."

Rell: "I understand .."

Me: "Look bro, lets make this deal .. Just because you gay Im not gone switch up on you, but if I agree to be your bestfriend you keep your feelings kind of to a minimum"

Rell: "Okay .. I guess that seems like a fair agreement"

Me: "So deal?"

Rell: "Deal."

After we got off the phone I kind feel the same pain Rell been going through. He's actually a great friend and he do seem like he can be a honest, trustworthy person to be in a relationship with. But Im not gay so he just have to learn to grow out of it.