It was the first day of being together.. but we never talk..she changed a lot..she talk less..she act like a stranger.. even with her group..its too much I want to see the old jennie...
How pathetic we are being the strangers with lots of feelings...
The day 1 starts with a award show.. which all the idols presented..the grand show started..but still I been waiting for her group to come...
Let's welcome black pink..the croud scream out of joy..they came... but I searched for the one person who I wish to see the most.. jennie..she wasn't been with them.. it betrayed my decision for taking this agreement..she is out.. what is she don't came...it stress me out... lisa noticed me looking for someone...she signed me..she was not with them..it gave me heart full of tears...
Jennie at least come to prove ur strong enough... I missing you Jennie..
. . . . . . . . JENNIE!!!!!!
The fans were screaming her name.. I despiratly looked at the entrance...the camera flash were the only thing I can see but I saw her.. she changed
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The cute girl changed into the most dangerous one...her behaviour change her attitude change.. everything changed... but still I love her.. she is still the Jennie kim I loved ... They changed her.... the smile on her cheeks were not to be seen..her eyes were sharp and bold but still I can see the pain see hold... the tears she never left to be seen by anyone...
Jennie walked into her sit..all wished her ...she wish them back but with the cold expression.. it's was her first time being in a show after the long lose. all of them were happy about that...
Jennie looked at v ...who had a smile on his. he been looking at her with a proud smile which she never returned back..she search for someone else...he followed her eyes which landed on her friends...her gang...they are also there...v looked back at her..he wish to see what was going on her mind.. because it was so dark outside..he wishes to be the light on her darkness..
He noticed everything about her..he saw how she drowning back to the dream without realising being in the crowded... how she trying to hide the tears that building inside her eyes... how she fighting back her anxiety and emotional problems... . . . . . . . . . .
. . . . And the award goes to blackpink SHUTDOWN...
the show end.. and we were going to start the k-pop meeting today evening onwards...we are staying in one flat..mean ..a place which we had everything...we had meeting to attend to deside there apartment for group...
Coinsidently bts and bp get a room just opposite to eachother... but Jennie requested to have a apartment alone..
It not far but.. when she near me.. it's clam me down...it was so hard on me without her...
They shifted there things and were ready to have their grand dinner.it was almost 9 in night...they were helding back.. they call blackpink as well..they were going together but jennie was not with them as usual..they thought she will be there already...
They entered and saw others were already taking there food...V were looking for his sweet heart.. but he never found her.."jisoo did jennie ate already?"..."I don't know either.."..."ok mm I have something to take care of.. have ur meal I will be back..". but he stopped by someone grabbed his arms...
