The Idol.

chapter 32.we meet

The next moment I'm seeing my father rushing towards my room.. it's not what expected..he was standing still..the emotions are hidden...no pain , loneliness... I want pass him into the arms of my aunty..it was the darkest night of my life...the cold feet of her still touch mine..

I was still in the darkness.. I don't attend her funeral .. I never felt this much pain.. I locked myself in my room because I was afraid..my mom is gone I was alone with a monster in this house.. the day moon visited with aunty..spend a lot of time with me.. the only one I open my door to get in, the only one I trust..he give me the courage to stop the overflow of tears.... the only one..

One night.. I was alone in my room.. I heard the front door openings... I know it was him.. I don't closed my door the day because I want to handover the diary of my mother to him.. I don't know if he had the grief of loosing his wife or not.. I don't see him those days after her death..he will be suffering too..my mom loved him so much.. maybe he miss her as well..

After a deep breath I take the diary from the table near me.. I promised her.. I need to give it to him.. I walk towards his room.. I stopped midway.. how crual a person can be?.. the seen in front of me disgust me..my dad is sleeping with a woman.. it's not been a week..he find someone to satisfy his needs..the word love becomes meaning less..it curl inside me... this was the love my mother teach me? Is just for satisfaction?.. I wanted to ask him loud..do my mother was not enough for you in bed?? The the only thing that comes out was my bloody tears..

Next time I remember was.. someone running after me.. I was too young to do something.I was all along.. running to hide from a monster.. running until I get or find a safe place to hide.. I was holding that diary.. I can't see clear.. the warm tears are still running out..

The place was dark and silent but the thought of running into him was loud.. I hide behind a big wall a place no were I come.. I was hugging myself..to be so scared what my sign is so loud to hear.. I don't know were I am..it was dark and cold..

After a long hours of hiding someone tapped on my shoulder.. I was shivering.. the voice of him was not clear..we was asking me who,why,where things.. I can't reply to any of that things.."please help me.. they were coming to catch me.. I'm scared"this is what left from my mouth..

He take me to his house.. giving me a new identity as his friends daughter.. I was relieved because I was no more his daughter, not my mom's fault.. I'm someone who no one knows..

(I think you get where she get in!!)

To be continued<<<<🕊️