𝐒𝐔𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐄, 𝐌𝐎𝐌𝐌𝐘! | 𝐌. 𝐀𝐭𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐮

002

,,YOU ARE WHAT?" You said, not caring about the tears that were all over your face. Your Heart was racing like crazy, sweat built all over you.

You felt how your throat started aching, itching like crazy. You wanted to continue screaming but at the same time cry, cry everything out .

You thought maybe, just maybe this conversation will end peacefully, but this, what Atsumu just told you.

Never in your life would you have expected that.

He has been hiding this for the past three months from you. You wondered, could it be that he has been hiding more stuff than you thought.

Surely he did you answered quietly in your head for yourself, it was a shocker that you could even think calmly, let alone think properly

,,I'm so sorry Y/N I...I didn't know why I did...I'm so-"
,, Shut it." You said, gesturing with
a Hand sign that you don't want to hear anything from him.

And yet, you still wanted to hear his explanation, his apology however you didn't want to hear it, you quiet didn't understand yourself.

What do I want? Do I wanna hear his explanation or not?

You questioned whether you want to hear him or punch him in the face.

,,Again I'm sorry- I know what I coward I am, really. I jus-" you cut him off, by screaming. Screaming at Atsumu Miya the only thing that came into your twisted mind at this moment.

You screamed at him hysterically, like an out of mind women, which you were indeed right now.

,,ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND?! YOU ARE 19 AND I'M 26!? OH MY GOD I CAN'T BELIEVE IT, I SLEPT WITH A TEENAGER-" You needed to sit down again after standing up to scream at Atsumu.

You were out of breath, you just realised you were screaming none stop without breathing inbetween but you didn't care. Your breath was the last thing you cared about right now.

I can't believe I slept with a 19 year old...

You looked at him again, his eyes still consumed with sorrow, sadness and guilt.

,, I'm sure you want to do nothing with me. I just thought you deserve to know because you are such a wonderful women" he said, his voice tone low and careful, making sure he doesn't say anything wrong.

,,Why..." You asked, this time trying to hold your rage. You knees felt wobbly, like jelly. You hands felt numb a part of you was absent and another was way to focused on this conversation.

,,I...you were just so pretty and when you told me you were 26 I thought such a pretty women doesn't want to do anything to do with me.."

You stop breathing for a second.

This stupid reason is the cause of my life right now?! IS HE SERIOUS!?

,,ARE YOU JOKING!? THIS STUPID EXPLANATION IS THE REASON WHY MY WHOLE LIFE IS SHATTERED!?" you said, well better say screamed and cried at the same time again.

After so much crying you were so sure that you weren't able anymore, you felt your eyes burning and hurting, your throat squeezing the air and not letting it out.

Your stomach was twisted, so many emotions flowing through your body that you weren't sure how you were capable of standing without falling.

Your head was hurting so much, so so much. It was like it got pressed on something heavy, a hard rock falling with so much power on it and instead of dying immediately, you could fell how the pain slowly moves through your body.