𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐍𝐀𝐆𝐄 𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐌

27

After that night on the rooftop, me and Jude both decided, that maybe it was the right person but the wrong time.

Heartbroken was an understatement, he broke down in my arms however I think now it's done him better. It's been five months since and I'm completely different. It's funny how much someone's absence can change your life.

I bought myself a small apartment in the middle of Manchester and I bought myself a full new wardrobe and have a monthly spa with Erica and I'm making it through life.

I'm surviving, the difference is, jude made me want to survive.

It's funny what one word can do to you; want.

Jude's moved to Madrid and so has Denise. He signed for Real Madrid around a month ago and by following the tabloids, his career has really taken off.

I haven't put myself back into the dating world because it doesn't feel right, it feels wrong that I lost a lifelong best friend because our relationship as more than friends messed it up.

I've been writing a new song and in collaboration with central cee, I'm going into the town centre today to discuss a world tour.

I step into Manchester with my hood up, it's April and the wether has been awfully cold. It's my birthday soon, I'm gonna throw a tiny party, the only invite being Tolami, Sasha and Erica.

I see the familiar figure of my new manager Andreas and he smiles as he walks towards me, he has a small toddler in his arms and I smile.

"Hey Jordan, I had to bring my son I hope you don't mind, it's just-" his voice cracks and I don't push for more; I think his wife just cheated on him and he's struggling with the single dad life, even though he is a total d.I.l.f

"I love seeing this little munchkin!" I say squeezing his face as he dives into my arms, hugging me.

"Jwordwan!" He blubbers and I laugh, my heart melting. "Anyway Andreas, how come we're meeting today and not tomorrow!?" I smile as I pick the toddler up and we begin to walk.

We walked into a nearby cafe and spoke for roughly two hours and decided on some new music schemes, out of all of the proposed offers I've decided that a collaboration with Abel Tesfaye and to be in a music video for Montell fish.

These we're offers I had been given and they suited my calendar, workload and sounded fun.

I step out of the coffee shop after Andreas had to dash because his son had needed a nappy change. I feel a heavy force collide with my chest, I don't fall I just stumble.

"Jordan!" I look up to see non other that the younger Bellingham; Jobe.

"Jobe!" I smile as he hugs me, I haven't seen him in a while.

I pull out my AirPod that's playing, "Call out my Name" by the Weeknd and frown as I see his brother behind him.

I haven't seen Jude in a few months. This is awkward.

"Jay..."

"Hiya" I smile rubbing my neck before I pause. "I have to go, I have a few things..." I say as he pouts.

"We're just getting a drink, please join us Jords." Jobe smiled and I shrug.

"I'm shooting, I have a video" I say giving a tight lipped smile.

"Oh who for?!" Jobe smiled, still not a lot, his classic teenage look.

"Montell fish and the Weeknd..." I sat and his face drops. "W-what?" I laugh.

"I fucking love them..." Jobe says as he gives a massive grin.

"Oh, yeah there great artists." Jude adds and I nod before giving Jobe a hug and giving a farewell.

I make my way to a studio, to discuss because Andreas said it's an urgent call and I need to set up foundation methods.

After I arrive at the office I smile as I see a few secretery girls and non other than Abel himself.

He smiles and hugs me, for the next few hours we talk and discuss when we will shoot and we arrange a date.

I go home after that and have a nice relaxing bath and get straight into bed for an early sleep, maybe I could have a better future.