A responsible and logical delulu compilation

One-sided dream

I saw you in my dreams. It was so real.
I touched you in my dreams again. It felt so vivid.
I had a nice talk with you while I was sleeping. But it was all a dream.
A few touches and genuine smiles we exchanged. But it was all just a dream.
Even our magical eye-contact and invisible spiritual connection was fake. All of it never happened. Never existed.
And the most hurtful part isn't even that, it's the fact that I didn't know that was just a product of my imagination until I woke up.
When my eyes started to open very slowly. I felt the sunlight across the blankets very softly. As soon as I realized everything was a dream, a tremendous feeling of void invade me. I got up, looked around. I was alone. Total silence. No other than myself in the room.
Why? Why does love work like this? Why can't I just suffer about things that did happen instead of the ones that just didn't? Isn't it enough?
If I were to tell you all that, would you mind it? Would it be uncomfortable for you? Are there any chances for you to fall or am I just the only one?
Even so, I'm afraid I'm not brave enough to tell you. I'm a coward. So, could you please not appear in my dreams ever again? I don't want to feel something because of a situation that never actually happened. Stop being stuck in my head. Stop making me fall in love with you. It doesn't matter if it's intentional or not. Whatever you're doing just stop it. It's your fault, your responsibility. Your problem, not mine. I don't want to feel like this, I didn't chose to. If I were you I'd be crueller, and I wouldn't dare to appear in someone else's one-sided dream.