𝑇𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑊𝑜𝑙𝑓 𝑂𝑛𝑒𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑡𝑠🐺[On Hiatus]

Come in from the cold ~ Newtmas❤️

<This is a song fic<3 listen to the song while you read>

~Come in from the cold~

Thomas can remember Chucks slowly cooling body laying on the cold tiling of the bright room.

~Buried under heat~

Thomas can feel the grains of sand under his finger nails clumping up with blood and black goop, Thomas bets Winston's body is pilled in layers of sad and maybe some Cranks.

~Lay on the floor~

Thomas can hear Newt, Newt and his last words "please, Tommy please" He can see the black soulless eyes of the boy he loved, he can feel The Black liquid mixed with red flow down newts body. He can hear the gunshots and explosions. He can feel the hot flames of the burning cars and rubble. He can see Newt lying on the floor with a knife sticking out of his chest.

~Heavy like the force between us~

Thomas knew he was in-love with newt, The moment he saw him, With his Sunshine gold hair that usually lightly sways in the breeze.
The Hazel-brown eyes that show his emotions and that when hit with sunbeams glow like little stars.

~Cut me like a rose~

Thomas knew that newt's favorite flower was a dandelion, there were a few small patches in the glade and newt would always have one near or in his Hammock.

~Turn me like a beast~

Thomas knew that He would try his hardest to save newt... Try he cant try 'cause he's dead. When Newt turned around Thomas knew he had lost him forever.

~Hold you to the floor~

Thomas Felt and will always feel guilty for holding newt on the ground when he hot the knife, He knows that it's selfish to tell someone they can't die.. but he wants to, and all his friends are telling him no.

Why cant they let him be with Newt?

~I was a ghost~

Thomas shot him self, Around midnight on the 1 year anniversary of Newts death.
Thomas had tried to muffle the gun with as many scarfs and fabrics as he could find.
It worked they didn't realize he was dead until sonya went to get him for lunch the next day.
She screamed and tried to shake Thomas awake, It didn't work.

They had a funeral for him 3 days later, Minho had the job of carving the Leader and Third ivy trio members name into the rock, He put it directly underneath Newts.

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413words<3

Sad sad!

I'll edit this tmrw🦕

Night losers it about 3am here❤️ luv yall