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TaeKook - Pissplay

Summary: 

Taehyung thought it was be a good idea to just randomly try out something new like pissplay.

Let's Go:

This morning I wanted to try something new with my boyfriend. I didn't tell him about it though and that was a big mistake. I don't even know why I thought that it might be a good decision.

So, when he got up to get somewhat ready for the day even though it was Saturday, I just followed him into the bathroom. When he asked what I was doing I only shook my head and mumble something along the lines "Just enjoy it". To make it short: I fucked him in the shower and pissed inside him.

I knew very well that I fucked up. His reaction, his face, his whole body showed pure disgust at first and then disbelief. I then got out of the shower right away, mumbling that I'm sorry a few times before finally leaving him alone.

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And now I just don't know what to do. All-day long, I've been busy in my office – hiding between the books and papers laying on the desk. I don't even want to leave this room anymore, even though I actually have to take a piss. It's just like it used to be in school; when I'm feeling pressured or stressed, I tend to drink a lot. Not alcohol, but just simple beverages. I literally have a box of water bottles in the cupboard.

I didn't dare to look at Jungkook the whole day, he didn't change at all though. He brought me food and something to drink for breakfast and lunch already. Which means he's also going to bring me something for dinner in a while. I would have locked the door but we don't have any locks inside the house.

Each time the younger came in, I never moved an inch. I just froze. Didn't look at him. Even tried to hold my breath.

That's when I hear a knock on the door. I'm not going to answer. The wooden door opens slowly, soon revealing my boyfriend. His gaze is focused on the tray he's holding, not wanting to drop it nor wanting anything to fall over.

He waddles over to me to place the tray next to me on the table. But against my expectations, he doesn't leave right away. Without saying anything, Jungkook stands next to me as I'm focusing my attention on the desk and what's on it.

The silence between us is killing me. I can hear the damn clock ticking!

Until finally my boyfriend speaks up. "Taehyung?"

I don't move, instead I keep my gaze lowered. Gosh, why do I have to be so fucking stubborn?

"Erm... I-I wanted to tell you something," Jungkook mumbles and I can already feel his shyness. He's probably not even looking at me.

Though I'm not looking at him still. My whole body is tensed and my hands are balled into fists as I try not to let my gaze wander over to his pretty face.

"Please d-don't be mad, I-I just want to be honest, ok?"

Now I can feel his big, round eyes looking at me. There's probably even a little pout forming on his oh so sweet lips. Fuck, I still love that boy so much. I can't stand ignoring him like this much longer. It's just so embarrassing to talk with him after what had happened this morning.

"I'm not sure, what you're gonna think of me after I told you this, but I really just want to be honest. You know I can't stand secrets and lies, so I just have to tell you, you know?"

Well, what's he gonna tell me then?

"I'm kinda scared of what you might think..." he mumbles, probably trying to get my full attention.

He should just tell me. That way he'd get his answer and wouldn't have to wait any longer.

"Please don't hate me..."