You Are Not Who I Thought You Were

-Chapter 13-

Draco Malfoy

As I lay in my bed, I was consumed by my thoughts of Potter. What the hell did I hear? I shifted from my position as I felt my cock stir. I turn my head to face Potter, I see him splayed out on the bed, his nose twitching from time to time adorably. I smile. Oh, Merlin, he is so beautiful. I blush as I catch myself thinking that. I wish he was mine, I would give him all the love I can and more. I sigh, feeling bitter, knowing he will never love me. I have loved him for years but it will never work, seeing as he isn't gay, and if he was why would he want to date me? He wouldn't want to date a bully, even if I'm being forced to be one.

4 more days. That is all I can think because once those four days are over, I won't see him this much, so it won't hurt this much. Even seeing him sleep hurts, because I know I can't go over there and just hold him. I just wish that I could talk to him how I truly want to.

I sigh as I feel the tears come up. I close my eyes and fall into a dream that I wish could be my reality.

DREAM

I hear a giggle and then a pair of arms wrap around me. I turn around and hold this person with raven-black hair and bright green eyes. "Hey darling" I whisper in his ear.

"Hey love" he nuzzles his head into my chest. I smile and blush simultaneously. I capture his lips in a dance and lead him to the kitchen, picking up a phone to order dinner. "How was work" I ask, wanting to know about his day.

He releases a pitiful sound "Horrible my love" I chuckle and walk behind him, working the tension in his shoulders. "Really, how so?" I kiss the top of his head.

"This child thought it was a good idea to jinx someone during class, and couldn't get the spell right. They cast the spell so badly, to the point it took me hours to fix." he sounds so flabbergasted I just have to laugh. "Not funny Draco"

I just smile and open the door to collect the food from the doorway. "What did you get?" he perks up. "Your favorite, darling." He smiles and asks "What's the occasion?"

I kiss his cheek as I grab utensils "Just wanted to do something nice" he grabs my hand "Well thank you, my love, you spoil me too much" I chuckle as I envelop him into a hug. "Well, you deserve it"

Once I sit he plops down on my lap and begins to eat his food. I kiss his neck softly before digging in, one hand being used to eat and the other used for holding him close. "I love you Draco"

I smile and kiss his forehead "I love you more, Harry"

END OF DREAM

I wake up to see Potter petting Perseus before getting ready for the day. I remember my dream and just want to cry, I just want it to be real, I want him to love me for real. He looks up and that is when I make my decision. What's the next best thing when it comes to a lover? A friend. And to do that I need to tell him the truth, about everything. Maybe then we could be friends.... Maybe.

I look at him hesitantly and open my mouth. "Potter? Can we talk?" I ask nervously. What if he doesn't even want to hear me out?

He looks at me questioningly and nods. "I'm... sorry, about everything" I look at my hands as I speak. "I know you won't believe me but I need you to know the truth."

He looks at me agape but manages to speak. "I-okay" I take a deep breath and tell him everything.

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He looks at me as if he is rethinking his whole life existence. He takes a minute to take everything I said. The reason why I bully people, the reason why I say these things, is because of the fear I have of my mother. What is expected of me and my future. What Voldemort wants from me. He now knows everything, and I am so scared of how he will now think of me, the real me.

I turn away from his gaze, not having the courage to look at him anymore. A few seconds ticked by with no response until I felt a shift on my bed. I look up and see Potter smiling at me. I blush slightly and then smile as I hear these words come out of his gorgeous full lips. "I forgive you. And I'm sorry for the things I would say back."

He stands up and puts out his hand. "I'm Harry, Harry Potter." he raises his eyebrow and wiggles his fingers. I let out a breathless laugh and stood up in front of him. "I'm Draco, Draco Malfoy" I grab his hand and shake.

A/n

Here is where the romance finally takes off! Yay!

Here is the question of the chapter.

If you had to choose would you choose Harry or Draco?

I'm so sorry Harry but... Draco all the way. Merlin, I love him.

-JaTo