Audacity (short story) (complete)

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It had been some time since Chibs told me I had to work for sex.

Since then I've slept In Tommy's nursery. 

When it came to cooking I cooked only for myself, I cleaned the house so my son and I wouldn't get sick. I bought things for my son and I. 

When Chibs tried to ask me or request that I get him something or do something. I'll shake my head and walk off.

Even when we are in the clubhouse weather it be lock down or me just visiting. he wants a Jamerson or me to do my ol'lady duties I blow him off and focus solely on Tommy.

I knew that everyone already knew what had occurred. so them being surprised or curious wasn't happening.

Right now I'm at home with Tommy napping in his crib while I have just walked out of the shower.

"I'm sorry Lass" 

"No your not Chibs." I say

"I am. I am very sorry for telling you that you had to work for sex with me when you've done so much for me than I had you" he says

"Apparently what I've done wasn't enough. you felt that I needed to practically break my back to earn being fucked by you" I say

"I'm an idiot," he says

"that's a nice word for it" I replied

he does respond to that.

"How can I earn your love and shit back?" he asked

"Be honest. and work for it" I say

"alright. I've not fucked anyone since that night. I said what I had cause I didn't want you to see the bruises that I had." he says

"I've seen you practically on death's door having just been blown back from a fucking van. your head was nearly split open they had to operate on it. so don't give me that bruise shit lies" I say

"I'm serious even I hated looking at them" he says 

I sighed

"what were they from?" I asked

"prison. "  

"let me see" I say

"they faded" he says

I nodded my head and kept calm not about to fuck my pregnancy up.

"You know I find it funny how you got outta prison I saw you naked cause I fucked you and we had Tommy. " I say

he says nothing

"funny how when I seen your body there wasn't a scratch or bruise anywhere on you. an you know I took my time loving your body as I welcomed you home" I say

"Not when I served when I was visiting Otto and was jumped." he says

"let me guess the shitty doctor saw them and advised you to keep them covered?" I asked

he nodded his head

I shook my head.

"you know what I'm not gonna continue talking about this. you just need to figure out how to get shit between us fixed. If you want to be in our unborn baby's life" I say before I walked off.