Love that can't and won't be mine.

❝ 𝓣𝔀𝓮𝓵𝓯𝓽𝓱 𝓟𝓸𝓮𝓶 ❞

I'm in my head again,
Can't keep myself busy,
Can't stay away.

I tried music, it always helps right?
Not enough.

I tried watching your interviews, they will surely stop it right?
Not enough.

I tried drawing, it will occupy me right?
Not enough.

I tried fake scenarios, this will finally make me happy right?
Not enough.

So here I am,
At 3am,
Scrolling through your pictures,
Writing rhymes,

And I'm hoping,
This will help with coping,
Cause it kills me when I remember,
That it's already another december,

And I'm still your fan,
But there's no plan,
That would be great enough,
Cause reality is tough,

You'll never know me,
It's just not meant to be.