Damnit. This is so stupid. Why do I even try. My diary lies on the floor with the lock broken. Tears stream down my face. Looking at entries from my childhood hurt. One entry was asking my dad to come back and live with mom. What a stupid wish. That was when I was about 8. Now I'm a 13 year old teen with awesome friends but cant do anything right. Getting ready for school is such bull. Its not like I get any sleep anyway. Time to put on the mask. The mask that hides the real me. Finally we get off the bus and into school. Seeing kids that I knew from long ago and kids that I met this year doesn't matter anymore. There all the same. They act so cool but are the same as all of us. After all my main periods like math and science I go to lunch. The jazz band is playing and we decided to go dance up on stage. I have so much fun untill I look out. I look out and see that people are staring. With that look on their face that says ' there just trying to act cooler than me. But they'll never be.' I stop and get down from the stage. My friends call me back up but I ignore them. The fact that they were looking at me. Them. Him. My crush. And he was giving me the look. I just want school to be over. So I don't have to worry about popularity and bullying. When I'm at home the mask can come off. And it can stay off. Going to P.E is fun because I can run and in a way, be who I wanna be. But the person who I thought was my friend just abandoned me after 2nd semester. That means that I have no one except for gabby who sometimes hangs with me. Then after P.E is digital Media. I hate it. There the teacher makes fun of you and the students laugh at you. Then the best day of my life came. Where I could always keep my mask off. Summer
