A strong, tough, and terrific boy! (Raggedy Andy x Ftm reader)

Comfort

Hi so I'm writing this cause I've been really depressed lately and some comfort would be lovely!! This is v self indulgent ermm

Warning for suicidal thoughts and just kinda sad stuff

Andy pov
"Andy.."

"Andy.."

"Andrew."

"ANDREW!"

Suddenly I realized I was zoning out again, brought back to reality by the soft yelling of my sister.

"sorry Annie, what were you saying?"

She sighs

"I was saying that you should go and talk to Y/N, something's wrong but he doesn't seem to want to talk to anyone.. I know you guys are pretty close so maybe you can get through to him?"

"Well if you're that worried.."

Y/N POV

Being alone with my thoughts was never fun.

Especially when I'm like this.

Maybe it would be better if I disappeared

Maybe it would be better if I never existed in the first place

Maybe it would be better if-

Suddenly, a gentle tap on my shoulder.

"go away ann, please. I don't-"

I turn around and see..

"Andy?"

"Uh, hey y/n. Everything okay?"

He comes over and sits by me, looking off to the side

"I don't.. I don't know.."

"I don't want to bother you with my problems, I don't want to bother anyone anymore.."

I said quietly

"Y/N.. come on, you know you aren't bothering anyone. You aren't bothering me at all... Heck, if I wasn't here with you I'd probably be off doing absolutely nothing!"

Andy gently rests a hand on my back

"You can talk to me." He spoke softly

Looking down, I began to talk quietly

"do you ever feel like.. people would be better off without you"

"Like.. maybe if I was dead.. people would be happier and wouldn't have to worry about me anymore"

he was quiet for a bit

"Y/N.."

"I'm sorry I shouldn't have said anything andy.."

"No, no you're okay, I just.."
.
"I get how that feels.."
.
"But you have people who care..you have me, Ann, and the rest of the toys."

"I know that Andy, but maybe.. they would be happier if I were just- gone... I mean- no one needs me here anyway."

"We need you here. I need you here. You're so important to everyone, and if we lost you? I don't know what I'd do. I wouldn't have anyone else who understands me, or even listens to what I'm trying to say.."

"I know it's hard.. but everything is hard.. it might not ever get better, but at least you have us to help make things bearable."

"You're the strongest boy I know, and you can get through this. We will be here with you, I will be here with you, every step of the way."

Andy gently pulls me in for a hug

Tears begin to flow down my cheeks as I realize just how badly I needed this...

things are okay for once.

The end