LOVING YOU WAS A MISTAKE- (KOOKMIN/JIKOOK)

02

The boy was constantly stareing at the mirror like he has been seeking answers from himself.

what it is that jungkook hates so much in me?

am i undeserving?

do i deserve this pain? 

am i that ugly? maybe i am right.

 look at you. fat and chubby.

 you are just a peice of shit

 jungkook is right.

all these thoughts were running through jimin's mind. the incident took up today made him more insecure.today in the interview  jungkook chose jimin as the least attractive member in the group.

 maybe its right am just a dead weight in this group namjoon hyung is the most smart hyung. jin hyung is handsome suga hyung is creative hobi hyung dances the best and tae he is the best in everything jungkook love but me what am i am just a useless fat person who is hanging in this group. 

it was not new to jimin. he was bullied for his looks from childhood itself. those incidents made jimin insecure about him and now jungkook's words were making him more insecure . whenever jungkook praised his hyungs jimin was feeling more insecure. but jungkook never apologised or gave thoughts about how he is hurting his little hyung.even army's were treating him bad. jimin always saw how some army's commented mean things about him and called him pathetic. but jimin never told anything to anyone. he always used to build it all up inside him and put a smile in his face. but tae being his soulmate and the hyungs being his brothers never left his side and always supported him. namjoon being the leader alaways made sure the hates jimin got from the army is deleted before its seen by jimin. 

jimin looked at his body in the mirror maybe i should go on a diet. if i lose weight maybe _ maybe jungkook will accept him or see him the way i see jungkook. yes i will try try until i am enough for jungkook to notice me. jimin thought to himself

time skip~ dinner time

jiminah baby come lets have dinner

he heard jin calling from the living room

am not hungry hyung 

at this time ungkook was having his dinner happily with everyone not knowing how his words hurted his little hyung and how it affected him.

jin hyung where is jimin tae asked as he entered the living room not to find his cute mochi

 he said he is not hungry tae jin said 

but he didn't even eat lunch today why is he not hungry 

i don't know mr  troublemaking alien he is your soulmate go ask him  jin said  laughed 

hyung i how many times should i tell you not call me that tae pouted while having his dinner everyone was laughing at tae while a small human being was breaking down in the next room

DAY'S PASSED~

namjoonah am worried about chim jin said 

the hyung line was sitting in the garden

why hyung it was suga who asked 

he is always practising, he is not eating with us infact he is not eating at all have you guys noticed his face. he literally looks like a zombie. i keep trying to make him eat but he always find excuses to skip meals. and when he is not practising he is working out in the gym. jin sighed 

he is being too hard on himself. he isexhausted. hobi said looking at his brothers.

i think that he is not even coming to dorm nowadays. cause when i go to sleep he is not there and when i wake up he is still not there. namjoon said

what are you guys talking about jungkook entered the garden asking the members

nothing jungkook we were just discusing about this and that.

oh okey hyungs

 he smiled and sat down with his hyungs aftersome time tae also joined them they were talking about army's and coming concerts. they didn't even notice the time went by thats when they saw jimin's car entering and saw a exhausted jimin getting out of the car. jimin saw the members waving at him. he was confused to see them outside the dorm late at night.

guys what are you all doing here at this time. 

oh we were just talking jiminah yoongi said

guys its literally 1 am 

what it was hobi who shouted and everyone closed there ears with thier hands

we didn't even checked the time lets have dinner and get to bed come on guys jin said 

jiminah come lets get dinner yoongi said 

no hyung actually am not hungry you see am tired i just wanna bath and sleep 

yah come and eat before i sl- jimin cut of jin's words saying

bye hyungs am gonna sleep hobi hyung see you in room bye jimin ran of the garden jimin and jhope shared a room

god this kid is not eating nowaday's yoongi sighed 

jungkook noticed how jimin is not eating and where was he until 1 am? but he chose not to answer that cause jimin will start to cling onto him again.he is not a baby anyway he can take care of himself jungkook thought to himself

TO BE CONTINUED