LOVING YOU WAS A MISTAKE- (KOOKMIN/JIKOOK)

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Author's POV

Jimin was not the same anymore . he was more quite . more introverted . he didn't even talked much with the members . He was hating himself again and again . The love of his life treated him like a slut . Jungkook only wanted him for his body . Maybe army's are also supporting me just because of my body I don't know anymore . These were the thoughts running through his mind .

Things are getting hard in bangtan household nowadays. Every member was worried about their little member. Everyone missed jimin's old self his happy cresent moon eye smile him being goofy with his members all of this hurted them all .

Jimin's pov

I was still in jungkooks bed actually our bed I've been officially moved to his room a month ago . Jungkook asked the hyungs to do it for me he told them that he wants to help me so they moved me here but did they knew he is doing more than helping me . Did they know why am I like this now  ? . I can't even bring myself to smile these days . I feel disgusted about myself why would he do such a thing to me when I loved him with all my heart . I just wanted his love i just wanted his attention i just wanted him but guess what he gave me the bitter side of love when I hoped for the bright side . I don't know what he wants in the end of our relationship guess am not even worthy for a relationship with him.

jungkook's POV

Jimin hyung 🐥

I want to talk to you just come home

            Me

What is it jimin

Jimin hyung 🐥

I said come home

Why does jimin wants to see me . He is not the same jimin and I know am the reason behind it . I was at the club i didn't know why but am feeling guilty whenever I see jimin's face . I know what am doing is wrong but I didn't wanted to be in a relationship with jimin then i didn't wanted the hyungs to see me weird if they know am into guys what will happen what if they kick out of BTS I was afraid of all of this. But when I saw jimin giving all his attention to others i couldn't bring myself to stop having him all to myself but after that sudden hormone drive i came to senses what I did with jimin should stay between us . That's why I blackmailed jimin that's why I hurted him but I couldn't bring myself to sleep with others even then I found a random girl just to take a picture with her but I couldn't sleep with her . Whenever am close with other girl I feel guilty about jimin . But now am getting into it I can't treat jimin the way am treating him now he deserves better he deserves a lot better . I want him to know that I love him I want the world to know I love him I don't give fucks about others now he still loves me with all his heart . I realised I love him more when he said loving me was a mistake . I went out and bought a bouquet of his favourite flowers I want to apologise for all the horrible things I've done to him I want to treat him as a prince I want him to know he deserves all the happiness in the world.

I got inside the dorm it was silent i didn't saw the hyungs I guess they are still in their rooms i went to my room but jimin was not there so I placed the bouquet in the bed and went to check in the bathroom

Author's POV

JIMINNNNN

a scream was heard in the dorm all members rushing down . Screaming and crying jungkook hugging jimin's body Sirens 🚨 of ambulance. Taehyung fainted in hobis arms jimin unconscious

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