Stede bonnet, Edward teach.
Perfect couple on the crew
Everyone got their happy ending.
But why didn't i? Why couldn't I have Ed?
It just wasn't meant to be.
We've knew each other since we were children and oh how I loved him so.
At one point maybe he loved me too. But not like Stede fucking Bonnet.
I was completely angry at first, filled with rage and hurt.
But as the time passed by I accepted that Ed was happy. He would've never been happy with me.
Sometimes I look at him and Stede and just imagine myself in bonnets place. But even if I did, it never looked the same.
I cried every night until I had no more tears left to cry. Ed didn't care, not like he did for Stede.
He hurt me many times, he would not hurt Stede.
I'm happy for him now. Even though everything still hurts.
If there's one thing I love about being gone is how every day Ed sits by my grave and speaks to me as if I'm still alive, of course, Stede is there too, but he doesn't say much, just simply comforts Ed as he cries.
That's when I realized, I will never be loved in that way, but at least I was loved as a friend by Edward.
I know they can't hear me or see me, but every day I look forward to Ed saying one specific thing before he walks away.
"Yet Maybe in another universe, Iz.." with such a broken tone of voice.
Yes, maybe yet in another universe. Maybe once upon a time me and Ed could've been together. We could've been happy.
If only it could've been in this universe Ed. If only.
-Israel hands.
