Cursed Hearts

7- The swordsman

Zoro pov, 3 am, Zoro bedroom:

Alone in my bed, i am unable to sleep. My eyes decided to stay open for the rest of this night.

I sigh loudly

I can't stop thinking about earlier.

About that last moment with the curly brow.

What happened ? Why did he do this ? Why didn't I push him away ? Just...

Why ?

...

Why everything is so complicated.. I just.. It's impossible for me to have kissed this man that I truly hate. We can't even be together without arguing. Imagine that I feel something for him ?!

Heaven's no ! I hate all those stuff and hate that damn blonde.

So why didn't I push him away ?

I have no answers..

Well I may have one; but she doesn't suits me at all.

All of this is Luffy's fault with his words ! He created a confusion and now I can't do my job correctly.

My head starts to hurt me

I breathe out

There is also the fact that the curly is my hostage, a pression on Red Fet, an enemy. A man that I hate and have to hurt for his informations. Thing that I can't do for I don't know what. PLUS he is so fucking straight, he always talk about his wonderful ladies and how much they are divine instead of talking about something useful ...

So why did I answer to his kiss ?

And why did HE kiss me ?

Does he want something from me ? Is he.. in love with me ?

In my bed, I make a disgusted face while thinking that

No way... It's just disgusting.

I turn on the other side

Sigh

But in an another way.. I can't help of thinking again and again about this kiss.

Like.. It was.. so warm and comfortable.

I never had a kiss like that...

Even if it was a huge mistake, I have to admit that this kiss was one of the best I ever had.

I sigh again

I look at my clock: 4 am

What a waste of time..

...

Instead of thinking like this, I should go on the rooftop, taking some fresh air.

I stand up and put on a shirt and a pants to go outside.

After a little moment, I enjoy the air of the night and decide to observe the lights of the city.

I like Roger. Even if it's a dangerous town, I feel like it's my own place to be here.

Look at the discret stars

When I arrived here, I was a just neighborhood scum and wanted to kill every single person who annoys me. I was unstable and had very serious anger issues. But then.. I met Luffy. I've got captured by the police and he came to me in my cell. I can exactly remember what he said.