Lesbian oneshots

A bad coming out party

Part one.

Summary: Today was finally the day you worked up the courage to come out to your mother and father. You just never thought it would end up as bad as it did.

Warnings: swearing, and homophobic slurs.
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You where busy pacing around your room, deciding whether or not you actually had the guts to do this, or just chicken out and say nothing, and continue to lie to your mom and dad that you where straight.  

" I mean, it's not like I have to tell them, I'm not even dating anyone right now."

But you wanted to, you wanted to be able to talk to your parents about the girls you had crushes on, and ask your father how to ask them out.

But you KNEW them, you knew they where very religious, and where very opinionated about the LGBTQ+ community. And where frighten that they would disassociate themselves from you if you came out to them.

You know they love you, but you also know that they think you are a disappointment at times, even if you try as hard as you can to get good grades, and behave politely. You where never good enough compared to your brother.

He was a saint in your mothers eyes. And is definitely a mamas boy. Your mother has always found ways to put you down and make you feel like you're not good enough, and will never become successful in life.

Obviously you love your mom, but you also resented her. And it made you not want to have kids when you came of age, because what if one day you made the same mistakes your mother made, and make your children resent you?

You could never live with that.

So, you tried your best to tolerate your mother, and just do what they wanted you to do, and just get by as easy as possible. So when you were old enough, you would go to college, move away and only ever see them once every now and then.

So that's the conclusion you came up with. You'll tell them your gay, and they can be disappointed in you all over again, you'll deal with it, turn 18 in two moths, and go to college. Then everything will be over, and you'll be okay.
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You walk into the kitchen seeing your parents talking about work, while my moms busy cooking diner.

" mom, dad. I need to talk to you guys about something" you say, swallowing the lump in your throat.

" what's wrong" your mom asks concerned.

" I just need to talk to you guys about something. You might want to sit down."

You sit down with them sitting opposite you, at the dinner table.

" so I've been meaning to tell you this for a while" you say slowly, not daring to look them in the eyes.

They look at each other, wondering what you where going to say. You're father nods for you to continue.

" I.... Uhh. This is really hard for me to say.
I know you guys don't.... Uhhhmm, sorry."
You whips the tear off your cheek.

" it's alright, take you're time. Mom and I are listening. " You father says, leaning over the table to hold the hand that's resting on the table.

Taking a deep breath, you just bite the bullet.

"I..... I'm gay"

They sit staring at you in complete and utter shock and shame.

"W-hat?!" Your mother croaks out.
" what do you mean 'your gay'?!" Your mother screams

" how could my daughter be a d!ke?!" Your father says, standing up and grabbing your wrist, pulling you out the front door.

" I refuse to have a daughter like YOU, never come back here again. You can live on the street for all I care" and with that he slams and locks the door behind himself.

hot tears running down your face, you jump up and run towards the door and slam your fists against it.

" MOM, DAD PLEASE!" You cry, hoping they'd let you back in.

" IM SO SORRY, I DIDNT MEAN IT!....... Please. I'm so sorry....."you whispered, hitting the door softly one last time In sorrow.

you stand up and walk away from the door, realising they weren't gonna let you in. They've kicked you out, the worst thing that could've happen, happened.

You pull out your phone, and call your best friend, asking her to please come pick you up, and stay at her place for the night.
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Part two will hopefully come out tomorrow!!! Sorry I haven't posted in a few days, I've been super busy, and just haven't had any inspiration until this morning, and came up with this story!

I called my bestie and asked her for some help and ideas, so now I have about three new oneshots planned! So I'll hopefully have those all come out sometime this week!

-ArcaneGirl xoxo