Do you ever get so overwhelmed to where your thoughts feel like TV static. Your just thinking of so much in that moment that it all turns into a blure and you just go blank. One second I'm thinking oh it's my turn to take a bath then it's WHY IS MY HAIR SUCH AN UGLY COLOR and then it's WHY don't I cut my self more often and then it what am I going to wear next week and then it's oh do I have an assignment due and in a second you just go blank. It just goes fucking blank. And then when you try to talk to people about it you can't even find the words to describe it and you just feel alone and worthless. And then if you're at school you have to hide your true feelings so that teachers and your peers don't catch on but really deep inside you are drowning in your own problems and you know you're not the only one but you feel like it a FREAK and when you do want to talk about it people get triggered or offended and then you get shuned for for even speaking. ITS NOT FAIR..... Now I just want to disappear.....would anyone even care.....im so tired... Drained..it's a struggle to do anything anymore then you just get labeled as lazy and good for nothing.... When does it stop.... When can we just sleep peacefully without a worry.... I will never see that day will I.
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Midnight thoughts
Puisithoughts that we can think of at anytime,any place and in anyway
