April 3 2014
YO MIKA I SAID ITS OVER GET OFFA ME
Mika:PLEASE BABY IM SORRY I WONT DO IT AGAIN
YOU SAID THE SAME SHIT LAST TIME GET OFFA ME MIKA
Mika:DARRIEN PLEASE
GET OUT
I pushed her off me once again making her stumble,she look at me one last time and grabbed her stuff and left
After she left I laid on my bed blowing smoke out letting it flow out
I sighed a few times before my phone started to ring I ignored it thinking it was Mika and stayed still
???:darrien are u ok?
Yea
I heard his footsteps departing from my door downstairs...sorry bro
———
The next day
My alarm went off making an annoying beep sound,I slowly got up rubbing my eyes and looking around for my phone
When I found it I opened it see I had 30-71 missed calls and messages from Mika
Mika💕:Darrien please I'm sorry it was an accident he came on to me
Mika💕:baby please I wanna talk it out
Mika💕:I love you too much
I sighed and changed her contact name to unknown and blocked deleted everything that had anything to do wit her
Fuck Mika Jackson
———
2023 December 4
⌚️2:51
📍Harlem
But yea I told her fuck her and I blocked her ass it's been a 8 years since I've talked to her
dd:daym my son really on dat timing
edot:wrd
Notti:y'all tryna go in the deli?
All-yea
We all turned and walked into the deli and got what we wanted and left out
Bro wtw tmr?
dd:we needa hit up dis mall melz was talking ab
Tell ha drop da pin den we'll slide tomorrow
All-cool
We went around a few blocks and came back to the sugarhill and broke night
Notti:bro ddot what you do to that girl?
Who mika?
Notti:yes that bitch called Eva talm bout "TeLl DaRrIeN To UnBlOcK Me" I told her fuck up wit ts
Wtf...how did she get Eva number?
Notti:her nd Eva is like "sistas"
Eww she needa shut that shit uppp,she js mad bc when we was together I caught her cheating and I blocked her ass and kicked her out
Notti&DD:daymm
dd:she was a bop?
Hell yea
dd:mmm
Like I said in that interview YOU SMUT?SUCK DDOT'S DICK
they both laughed and went in the elevator
Bro I'm tired of this shit but I'm only here for the weekend thank the lord
Notti:wrd our"aunt"stay ova here
Wym"aunt"
Notti:she's really not our aunt but mama told us to act like it fa sum reason,I don't understand y they bug out like that sometimes
dd:she said that's really not ha sista she only pretend because her mom and her cousin are close wit her
But what that gotta do wit yall?
Notti&dd:that's what we tryna figure out
Tuhh families...
*ding*
We walked out the elevator and went down the hallway
Ite safety ima call y'all so we can get on da game
Notti:ite safety
dd:safety
We both went into our apartment and closed the door
I took my shoes off by the door and went in the room my grandma had for me and hung my coat up
Grandma:Darrien?
Si?
My grandma later came in the room and talked my ear off about her day,while she was talking I called Notti and dd and turned on my game
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The next day
📍studio
⌚️3:49 pm
Me,dd,and Notti where in the studio rapping and making a song because we was about to hit one million on our song"too tact"
Awll nahh delete that shit
Producer:why what's wrong wit that?
Because ion like the way my voice sound nd ion want no Damn auto tone
I heard dd and Notti snicker,I looked up to see them covering their mouth looking at each other trying not to laugh
Y'all ova der laughing I'm serious ion wanna sound like T-pain
Notti:uht-ntm on T-pain LEMME BUY YOU A DRINKKKK
dd laughed at his stupid comment while I shook my head and put back on the headphones and played the beat back
-2 hours later-
After I finished my verse dd went in next
I sat outside the booth and rolled up a blunt for Notti and me
Here
Notti took the blunt and lit it taking a few puffs and passing it to me
I slumped down into the couch and let the drugs take control
