It's getting dark and it's all too quiet.
The movie ends.
His arms were wrapped around mine as we were lying on the couch.
All we can hear are the heartbeats of us. Reminding us all the sacrifices, love and faith we shared for the past six years.
Watching a romantic movie with him is a little heaven. Which he hates because for him its gay.
But because he wants to be with me he'll stay.
Wearing his shirt and boxer short when I'm in his condo without anything happening to us because he respects me.
When I have my period and I have no stock of pads. He'll be there to be the one who'll buy for me to the nearest store. Ignoring if it's humiliating to his side, as a man. Makes me feel loved and cared.
When I'm in the middle of my dilemma (because I'm mad and jealous) and I can't resist to cursed him then he'll shut me up with his kiss. Makes me weak and forgive him.
When I'm bored and sad and he'll spill his corniest jokes (that was same as old as his grandparents) just to make me smile. Makes me laugh real hard. (Not because of his joke but because of his face)
When his expressing his feelings(which he dont usually do). Makes me hang to him even more.
When I'm crying running to him. He'll hug me tight and buy me ice cream. Then asked whose ass his going to kick. Makes my heart melts.
When he's introducing me to his relatives and friends and I'm so nervous if they will like me. Then he'll kiss me in my forehead and say I'm beautiful. Makes me want to depend and trust him more.
When we were having are month and aniversaries. He never disappointed me. Makes me think that nobody's perfect is rude because for me, he is.
When I'm getting late going home because of school requirements. He's there to wait and accompany me to go home (even its almost 1 am in the morning) . Makes me want to hug, kiss and thank him for everything.
When I almost gave myself to him because I really want to be with him for the rest of my life but he refused because he says he wants to marry me first and be blessed by Almighty God and thank Him personally for giving me to him.
Makes me cry and love him once again.
This how lucky I am before.
Before that there's an US between me and Zean.
Before the time that there is no fucking Yeda entering our fuckin'perfect love story.
Before the time we love each other that we thought it's almost forever.
But the time we called our forever was only destroyed by a second.
By the time when he said it's over.
How ironic that the most heaven feeling happens to me becomes the worst part of me that tears me apart every fucking single day.
Our Almost Perfect Romantic love story ends.
But No.
I can't accept it.
It's just a twist. I know. Just like the movie we watched then.
He.still.loves.me.
Yeah, I think so.
I'm Sharmaine Aguas. And my mission is to back the proper plot of my love story.
And erased Yeda 'The slut'
in the script.
