° Tricks and Somber ° |Loki x Self Insert Fanfiction|

𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝕋𝕣𝕦𝕥𝕙 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕊𝕒𝕔𝕣𝕚𝕗𝕚𝕔𝕖𝕤

𝕄𝕪𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕔'𝕤 ℙ𝕆𝕍

"We should never have let him go." I heard through my deep thoughts. A black aura resonated around my head as I thought. "There was no stopping him." "Well, at least he's only banished, not dead. Which is what we'd all be if that guard hadn't told Odin where we'd gone. How did the guard even know?" They discussed. "I told him." I look over at Loki. He had a slight distressed look on his face. "What?" I looked at Sif and the Warriors Three. They were confused and enraged. "I told him to go to Odin after we'd left." Loki explained. "He should be flogged for taking so long. We should never have reached Jotunheim." Loki added in anger. "You told the guard..."  "I saved our lives. And Thor's. I had no idea Father would banish him for what he did." Loki said. Sif walked over to Loki. "Loki. You must go to the Allfather and convince him to change his mind." "And if I do, then what? I love Thor more dearly than any of you, but you know what he is. He's arrogant. He's reckless. He's dangerous. You saw how he was today. Is that what Asgard needs from its king?" Loki asked. I watched as Loki left the room. "He may speak of the good of Asgard, but he's always been jealous of Thor." Sif said. The black aura became more shaky and unstable as they spoke. After a bit, I started to walk out of the room. "Aye, Mystic. What do you think about this?" I heard Sif ask. I stopped in my tracks and turned around. "I have been here for years. Thor being king gives me much discomfort as well as him being wed to him. I personally am glad he is gone." I spoke, trying to hold down my temper. "How could you say that about your future husband? Sounds like you never wanted to be with him." Volstagg stated in a assuming tone. "Yes!" I stated loudly and harshly, the aura growing quickly, almost consuming the room in a black smoke. Sif and the Warriors Three shifted in fear and defense as they look at me. I blinked and tried to calm down, taking deep breaths as the smoke cleared slowly. I look at the Warriors Three then at Sif. "I don't want to be with Thor. But this was my mother's last wish. To unite our kingdom's and bring peace to the Nine Realms." I stated and turned around. "And that is what I must do." I said before making my way to Loki's chambers.

As I walk towards Loki's chamber door, I felt a presence watching me. I sighed softly and looked around. No one was nearby. I shook my head and turned to Loki's door. I grab the handle and knocked. "Come in." Loki stated and I opened the door, walking into the room. I scanned Loki and noticed he was looking away from the door, looking down. I closed the door behind me and slowly walked over to Loki's side. As I walked, I noticed he was looking at his arm, the one that was grabbed by the Frost Giant. I took a seat next to him and slowly and carefully embraced my hand with his. "It's okay, Loki. No one else knows. Just you and me." I said softly. I feel his hand gently tighten in mine and I smiled softly. "You...don't hate me...do you?" I looked at Loki's face and saw a sorrowful look. "Why would you think that..?" I asked. "I am the very creature that killed your mother..." He says softly. I noticed the slight wobbliness in his voice almost as if he was about to cry. I sigh softly and gently cup Loki's cheek with my free hand, moving his head to have him look at me. I see the sorrow and regret in his green eyes. I smile sadly and run my thumb along his cheek. "I don't hate you, Loki. Far from hate." I said, feeling my heartbeat speed up a bit. "I care about you. Just like Mrs. Frigga" I added. I see a soft smile grow on his lips as small tears well up in his eyes. I smile softly along with him and pressed my forehead against his, closing my eyes. "Nothing can get me to hate you." I said softly. I hear him chuckle and something wet on my hand. I open my eyes and see Loki with tears running down his cheeks. I wipe them away and smile. "You're going to make me cry in a second." I said jokily and heard Loki laugh softly. I remove my hands from his cheek and his hand. I watched as Loki wiped his eyes and looked at me. He gets up and holds out his hand. "I have something I want to check. May you accompany me?" Loki asked. I chuckled softly and take Loki's hand, getting up. "But of course." I said in a joking pristine voice. Loki chuckled and locked our arms together. I put my hand on Loki's bicep and walk with him to our destination.