Vampire's Lustful Desire: topjk [Jikook Angst] ✔️

{ Let me Love you }

After the scary night Jimin woke up on Jungkook's bed he remembers each and every single action Jungkook did to comfort him, this was something really new this feeling was different. Jimin in his entire life had never seeked any comfort from others he was always alone during his nightmares, only if he was lucky enough his hyung Tae was there to  comfort him, but most of the time Jimin had to deal with this haunting images of his parents dead bodies scaring the shit out of him, Jimin was a very strong and independent man but his only weakness was the death of his parents.

The way Jungkook had held him in his arms embracing his shivering frame giving him the needed warmth, this feeling was euphoric the vampire wasn't aware what he did to this cute boy who was seeking comfort in his embrace ended up falling in love with him. After Taehyung only Jungkook was the person who held him with care when Jimin was facing his worst nightmare. It made Jimin to admire the blood sucking creature whom he had hated with his everything. The way Jungkook devoured him into that comforting soft kiss it was heavenly, that kiss it wasn't just a simple kiss it was something which he had never experienced the way how Jungkook said he is there for Jimin when Jimin was crying his eyes out in fear. Jimin was indeed a bitch no one tried to mess with him but beneath that he was pure innocent little human with a eye smile.

He was in search of love Jimin needed someone to love him dearly, but life was cruel to him he lost the two important people who loved him his parents at the very young age. He was snatched from that love and now even he lost his brothers love the only person Jimin had his Taehyungie doesn't even remember him. And the fact how Jungkook comforted him and the way how Jimin always go crazy whenever he watch those soft cherry lips, Jungkook's doe eyes his toned body Jimin was always mesmerized by Jungkook's looks but the way how Jungkook was behaving with him. Jimin wanted to kill Jungkook but look at him now he ended up falling in love with the person whom he hated most wait... scratch that he fell in love with  a vampire and he isn't even sure will Jungkook love him back some day?

Jimins p.o.v :

I don't even know what I'm going to do next the only thing I know right now is that I'm in love with Jeon Jungkook but why I'm in love with him? this is really scary the thought that I have feelings for him makes shivers run down my spine. I know that I might sound stupid to fall in love with the person who treated me like shit, but I was always attracted to him since the very first moment I saw him but things changed I started to hate him but since last night it changed everything, that kiss that exact moment it was something I would never imagine to feel for him, I'm confused but I'm sure that I... love him, but I'm scared I don't have anyone beside my heart with me, my heart my feelings this is all I have. I was alone but he held me gave me those tingling of butterflies in my stomach, Park Jimin out of all the creatures why did you had to fall for Jeon Jungkook...I'm doomed get a hold of yourself Jimin control your stupid heart.

I know I'm your slave Jungkook but in my heart you are my Jungkook Hyung the one who held me in your arms when I was longing for my parents warmth.

Jungkook Hyung even if you won't love me it's okay, I'm fine but I will never stop loving you. I promise that no matter what happens Hyung.... the feeling you gave me, the love you gave in that one night is more than enough. I know you hate humans and I don't even have any expectations from you to love me back, but I will love you with my everything, just please Hyung now don't hurt me more I can't take it, I hate to be weak don't make my love towards you weak, just let me love you.

Jin called Jimim to the dining hall where the royal family was having dinner, they held this sinner most of the times when they had special some announcement and Jin thought that this could be the best opportunity for the younger to meet his brother Taehyung even Yoongi agreed that he would let Jimin met him.

"so I'm here to announce that next week princess Ko Moon Yeong is going to arrive as per the tradition you have to welcome her, his highness" Ji chang wook said to Jungkook who just nodded in response.

"but why is she here though ? I mean any specific reason behind her arrival?" Hoesok said leaning on the chair comfortably.

"what you mean by that Hoseok-ah she is our cousin ofcourse she can visit here anytime." Yoongi says princess Ko Moon Yeong was known for her graceful beauty but her arrival was it for good? or she was here for some other unknown reasons.

"alright Jimin but you are not supposed to say anything regarding his past life. If you agree with this I will let you meet Taehyung." Yoongi said arms crossed over his chest glancing at Namjoon and Jungkook as if asking was it okay to let Jimin meet his brother but they didn't opposed and that's how Jimin was infront of his Hyung who wasn't paying attention to Jimin at all.

"Hyungie..... I... I missed you so much please say something.." Jimin squeals in happiness like a child seeing his Hyung who was the only person he had as family holding Taehyung's hands in his tightly and was about to hug him but what Taehyung said shocked him next.

"Yoongi why this slave is infront of me, calling me as his Hyung, please take him away he is so clingy." Taehyung said in a disgust trying to get away from Jimin making his poor mind to go numb.

"I... Hyung please atleast listen to me...." Taehyung cut him off even before he could speak shattering Jimins heart into pieces.

"you are not suppose to call me hyung, know your place slave!" Taehyung says gritting his teeth well Jimin stood there not knowing how to respond he thought his hyung might not remember him. He was prepared for that but now his hyung was treating him as slave not even letting him to speak it felt like deja vu.

Jin and Hoseok felt bad for the poor boy Jimin didn't deserve any of this, even Jungkook saw everything he sensed Jimin was almost on the verge of crying. He knew this was too much for Jimin since he had seen Jimin broken last night missing his parents and now this behaviour from his hyung was unbearable.

Jungkook immediately got up from the dining table and dragged Jimin by his wrist who followed him not knowing what's happening with him while all others were left their mouth hung open widely in shock what was Jungkook going to do with him now.

"I... I... will go and get Jimin now"  Jin panicked but namjoon held him.

"babe it's better if we leave him with Jungkook, trust me we shouldn't interfere." Namjoon said stopping his mate and Jin just sighed.

Jungkook brought him at the balcony and Jimin broke down for the second time now. It was too much accordingly it was crystal clear that Jimin has even lost his brother now Jungkook held his chin and was about to speak but Jimin bursts out "Jungkook Hyung, why ? just why hyung... out of all the people in this whole world why me, what did I ever do to deserve this ? wae?... I swear hyung I never did anything wrong to anyone. I was just living my life normally and now all of this, I don't even know what's happening with me... argh !!" Jimin burst out crying and unknowingly holding Jungkook's hands in the process tightly as if his life was depending on Jungkook's hands.

Jungkook was shocked from the outburst he just heard and was stood  frozen this was unexpected. He can't process at the fact how he should deal with this human who was seeking comfort, while at the same time human was the cause he lost his mother, human who had caused huge damage to the entire vampire realm, but was he aware that this poor boy was not the same human. He was different an innocent soul who was almost breaking down day by day.

Jimin realised that he was holding Jungkook's hands he quickly backed his hand and bowed down to Jungkook panicking "I'm sor...sorry master, please forgive me I didn't knew I was calling you hyung... I'm sorry." Jimin kept on bowing and ran away he was embarrassed for crying so much he was feeling to hide somewhere.

Jungkook felt a pang in his chest seeing Jimin ran away crying like that he was confused why he felt hurt seeing Jimin in pain but why was he feeling that? when infact Jungkook hates humans then why his heart was aching when he saw tears in those mocha eyes?

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