Billy loomis x Stu Macher One shots || Book Six

"I'll be reborn with you."

● Trans Stu

In this one shot, Nancy Loomis, Billy's mother, didn't leave. Instead, Hank loomis, Billy's father, did.
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STU MACHER HATED HIS BODY. he hated his body ever since he learned that he wasn't a girl but a boy.

His parents were supportive about his transformation. They probably knew way before he did, and stu was grateful for them.

The most thing that he hated was his period. He hated having them with burning passion.

Every time, he felt the blood gushing out of him. It kept reminding him that he was a girl. He wasn't truly a boy, and stu hated his body even more.

He wanted to die, and he wanted to be reborn as a boy, and if he wasn't, then he'll just die again and try again.

So, he wrote goodbye letters to his parents and his friends. He was going to kill himself, and there was nothing stopping him from doing it, and nobody was going to stop him.

The hardest letter to write was Billy's. Billy loomis was stu's best friend and he wanted them to be even more than friends but stu was afraid.

He was afraid of rejection, so he wrote his feelings down along with an apology.

After he wrote his letters, he went and mailed them. They will arrive after his suicide.

After mailing the letters, he went back home, and he went to his room. He went to the bathroom and closed the door behind him, but he didn't lock it.

He filled up the bathroom tub halfway before he sat inside, his clothes instantly getting soaked.

He held the switchblade in his hand as his eyes burned with tears. He let out a small sob before he cut his arms deeply.

He watched as the water turned pinkish with his blood. He leaned his head back as his eyes slowly closed after minutes.

- -

Billy loomis woke up early in the morning. He rubbed his eyes and let out a small yawn before he stood up and got ready for the day.

As he was putting his shoes on, his mother walked into his room. "You got mail." She told him, handing an envelope.

Confused, Billy took it ,"Thanks, mom." Nancy nodded before she walked out of his room.

Billy opened the envelope and pulled out a letter.

Billy

"Dear Billy

If you're reading this. It means that I am dead. I am sorry that I killed myself. I just couldn't take it anymore. I hate my body so much, Billy and I couldn't deal with it.

I am so grateful for what you did for me. I am so grateful that you were always there for me when times got really hard.

I am so grateful for those chocolate bars you would give during my months when you lay down with me and just hold me. When you would get frustrated because you couldn't figure out how to work a heating pad but still insisted on doing it.

It made me fall in love with you more than I already was. I've always wanted to be more than your best friend.

I love you, Billy loomis, more than you could ever know, and I am so sorry that everything you did, everything that you have been doing went to waste.

I want you to know that you did everything that you could and this isn't your fault, so don't blame yourself, okay?

You take care of yourself and you live your life, alright?

Maybe in my next life, I will be reborn as a boy, and maybe we'll meet again.

Live your life and don't think about me. I'll be alright. So you be happy, find someone to love you as much I did, get married, have kids.

Goodbye Billy, I love you so much.

Sincerely, your best friend, Stu Macher."

Tears slid down Billy's face, dripping on the letter, his heart hammering his chest.

He needed to get to stu. He needed to stop him and tell him how much he loved him and hoped it would be enough to stop him.

Billy stood up and ran out of his room. He ran down the stairs and out of the house, ignoring his mother, who called out for him.

Billy ran all the way to stu's house. His heart was pounding in his chest. His mind was racing.

When Billy arrived, he saw an ambulance and cops outside. He shook his head, "No."

He rushed towards the house, dodging the cops who tried to stop him and went into the house finding stu's parents crying.

"Tell me he's alive. Tell me that I wasn't late. Tell me that this is all some sort of a sick fucking joke?" Billy questioned, gaining stu's parents attention.

"Oh, sweetheart." Ms. Macher quietly said

Billy shook his head, "he..he can't be dead! He is not dead!" Mr. Macher walked over and pulled Billy into a tight embrace.

Billy felt his whole world crashing down, and he couldn't stop the sob that tore through his throat.

He was late to save stu from himself.

- -

It was later that day that Billy went back home. He went to his parents' room and into the closet and took out the gun.

He went back to his room and sat down on the edge of his bed. He took the safety off of the gun.

He clenched the letter in his hand and glared at the photo on his nightstand. It was him and stu during the fair.

Billy won stu a Panda that day.

"I am not happy, stu. I will never be happy, and I will never love anyone other than you. "He whispered

"I can't live my life without you, and I hate you for asking me to do that." Billy grumbled, shaking his head.

"I love you so much, and I will see you soon. I'll be reborn with you, okay? And we'll get to be together."

Billy brought the gun up to his head, and he smiled,

"I'll be reborn with you."

A loud bang echoed.

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Word count - 1020

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