My Crush || SEUNGJIN

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"Are you seriously not going? Minnie do you not know how big this Trip is?" Felix said.

"Fuck the ski trip, if Jeonghan is there then I'm not going!"

"You don't even have to talk to him, only if they'll make us do some activities but I'm sure that you'll be with us." Jisung added.

Here we go again, with the ski trip. They host one every year for the Sophomores and Juniors. But it was horrible, all of it. I liked the idea at first but when I found out who was attending it, how could I possibly go?

"Your overreacting, what could happen while were there?"

"Someone could get in a accident, we might be split apart, oh and I might get punched in my nose again."

"I doubt Hyunjin would let that happen." He mumbled.

"Don't bring him into this, he's probably not even going."

"Are you kidding me? Listen Minnie, I get your not socially active or you don't go outside your room ever.. but Hyunjin's Dad hosts it for all the students. He's forced to go." Felix said sarcastically.

"Exactly." Jisung added, as they both snap their fingers at the same time.

"How does that make it any better, I won't even be with you guys, what if I get some random kid as my roommate."

"That's true."

"What if we get the same dorms though? That would be cool."

"Lix, don't get my hopes up okay? It's bad enough that I have to go."

"Lighten up, I promise this trip will amazing. You always second guess yourself before trying something new."

He's right as usual. Maybe I do need to stop second guessing myself so much.

"Since we are all going, I guess it's safe to say that we need to start packing?"

Oh, I guess I haven't mentioned that the trip was tomorrow. Well it is, and we have to be there really early.

I said my goodbyes to Jisung and Felix, they were over my house for a bit but they left to go pack.

I feel like I go with what my mind says, I never listen to my friends or step out of my comfort zone.

Maybe this trip will be good for me, maybe I'll talk to classmates who I've never even knew that existed. Who knows what could happen on this trip.

                                        !!!

"Are you sure that this will work?" I asked.

"I'm positive." Sunoo said adding more duct tape around the bag.

Long story short, I have to many clothes. And they couldn't all fit in the bag properly. Sunoo being the kindest older brother that he can be, offered to help me.

It was a real struggle, and we had to be at school way earlier then usual. We only had an hour left before we have to get on the bus.

"See? I told you it w-" The bag busted open and my clothes went everywhere.

"Oops..." He said, giving me a nervous smile. I looked at him with disbelief.

"Now are you sure? I mean what am I going to do with all of this now?"

"Uhm. Maybe use your gym bag? It's huge and you barely put anything in it."

"Are you serious? My gym bag? No way. To many people have seen me with it."

"That's the only solution I can think of." He shrugged and opened the door to leave.

"W-where are you going?!"

"I have my own things to pack. Find another bag. Or use mom's other one she didn't take."

I sighed, I'll just use whatever I have. I wish things weren't so last minute. We have 30 minutes left and Sunoo isn't even done folding.

I went into my mom's room, it was really dark and smelled just like smoke or cigarettes. Where did that scent come from? Her room was clean, her sheets and blankets were nicely folded. It was a huge room and very taken care of. So don't jump to conclusions.

But it did smell really weird. I walked over to her closet and the smell got worse. I looked around, everything was neatly placed but I still couldn't find any bags. I reached the purse area and I finally found a bag.

I would've been okay with the bag, but it was PINK. Out of all colors. I hated pink, something about that color just annoyed me. And no I'm not some Emo kid, I love all colors. Just not that one in particularly.

When I picked it up, I found a box underneath. With a code. I guess it was some safe and I assumed it was just some jewelry box that she didn't want anyone to take. My mom is really extra when it comes to expensive and precious items like that.

Out of curiosity, it tried to open the safe. You could never be so sure what was in it. She could have knifes, or guns, or even money in there. Okay, okay, maybe I'm exaggerating. But you get the idea.

"What are you doing..?" I heard Sunoo say in a slow tone.

"Oh uhm, I was just l-looking!... for the bag you told me I should use. Here it is." I was covering the box which made him a little suspicious but he didn't seem to question it.

I dragged him out of the closet and made sure to close it right after. If mom came back, she would've thought someone was in the closet. Which I was.. but I didn't want her to know that.

"Geez, what's up with you? Are you like a spy?" He said jokingly.

"Obviously not, your the one that's acting like you suspect I was doing something. Which I wasn't."

"That's great to know...? Anyways let's go. I cannot be late."

"Hey! What about me?" I said following him, while struggling to carry my bags.

"Oh please, as if you care about going." He right, I didn't care.
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"We're here, go have fun with your friends. If you can atleast." I rolled my eyes as he laughed a little. I don't see what's so funny.

"Finaaaaalllyyyyy." Felix said, as I was approaching the three boys that were standing.
(Jisung, Felix, and Jeongin.)

"Where are the rest of them?"

"They're forced to go in the other bus." Felix groaned, I knew he was upset that he had to be away from Changbin for a whole six hours.

"Why?"

"Oh well, Hyunjin's dad rented out the other bus and Mr. Chu picked certain students to go in the bus. Hyunjin had to go because of his dad."

That's odd, but why am I so surprised. It's Mr. Chu, he likes to torture children. I don't even see why he's a teacher if he hates us.

"Students! Everyone in the bus. Let's go we don't have all day." One of the teachers said.

"Are you ready?" Jisung asked me. I was getting a bit nervous, my brother won't be with me since he's in a different grade and Jisung, Felix, Jeongin, and I will be split up. Was I going to be able to handle this?
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I- um... heeey, heeey, how y'all doing.... Uhm. So you see, what had happen was.

IM SO SORRY FOR BEING GONE THIS LONG PLEASE FOR GIVE MEEEEEE. 😭😭😭😭😭

School has been driving me crazy, my home life has been driving me crazy, and I haven't been as active on here as I wish I could beeeee. I feel so bad for abandoning you guys.

It took a lot of thinking for these next few chapters, which I'm working on so you'll get a double update.

This one was a lil short...

But how did y'all like this chapter? I'm adding my Seungjin and Jeongchan in there.

Thoughts?

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