Part - 18

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Hwasa Pov:
I opened the door and glared at Namjoon. I crossed my arms in front of my chest , not liking the way he act a bit. He take a deep breath and just looked at me. None of us saying anything.

"What do you want?" I asked coldly.

"Im taking you home" He stated and I looked at him disbelief.

"We're over.. so who are you deciding things for me?"I laughed fakely.

"Can we just go Hyejin?" He said in a calm tone, I shook my head.

"Rowoon is sick, he needs me" I said and he closed his eyes. He take a really deep breath, he looked at me.

"Let's go'" He took my hand and I pushed his hand away.

"The love that I shower on you, The
amount of care that I give you, The
amount of attention that I give you and The declaration. Isn't enough? What should I do for you to trust me?" I asked coldly and he just looked at me. He wouldn't be able to say
anything.

"Should I put a big card on my neck to
state that I only like the one and only Kim Namjoon?" I asked but still he doesn't answer anything.

"Should I announce it officially to the whole world? I dropped my pride for you Namjoon from the start" I continued and he just looked at me.

"He loves you. I trust you but I don't trust that guy" He said with an angry tone.

"I know him Namjoon. he will never do such things like that"

"Can you see that he's madly in love with you?" He bursted.

"And can you see that I'm madly in love with you Namjoon? Can you even look at me?" I bursted back and he shut his mouth.

"You never understand my feelings Namjoon. you only think about yourself. You're selfish. I'm hurt by you.. you hurt me badly, you cut
my heart. I forgave you yesterday but you're too much Namjoon. Maybe you want to be with me because the habit that I plant to you"

"You never want me.. you're lonely and when I was there creating a habit , you like it and starting to get used to it. Suddenly I'm gone and you miss that. You only want that habit back.. but you don't want me" I said
even that hurt my heart, he looked away not daring to look at me.

"Let's really end this here Namjoon... Im done. Im giving up. I don't want my heart to hurt more" I said but looking at the ground.

"Is that what you want?" He asked and I looked up to him. I can't answer that.

"Answer me Hyejin... is that what you want?" He asked one more time. I still can't answer but I looked into his black eyes.

"Yeah" I mumbled.

"Too bad I don't want that" He said and I looked at him disbelief.

"Namjoon."

"I regreted what I said earlier.. I wasn't thinking straight. I don't like it when you're going out with someone else especially Jackson and Rowoon. I'm jealous of Rowoon, he knows you more than me. He understands you more than me. I'm afraid you will go to him"

"Never in my life,I felt like this. No one never get this caring to me Hwasa, no one. You're the first one but I saw you as an annoying girl at first because you start to get inside my head little by little" He continued.

"Me and the 7 normal Korean boys is not ordinary, we have a rough past. We got through together and build this strong friendship, we don't know what caring is.. love is.. how to treat
girls right.. we don't know that , we're busy.  The Building the empire that we have now" He slowly walked to me.

"I like you not because the habit you create in me. I like you as Hyejin, Hwasa who is clumsy, who is bubbly , who love to express her love , who loves to play piano , who is extremely attractive and the Hwasa that can't cook" My eyes widen as he mention the last one.

"You kept buying that food not making it.. I know Hyejin , I ate everysingle food that you gave me not missing a single day of it" He smiled and take my hand.

"Im sorry about earlier.. I know you're mad at me now but I'll try to reach you. I'll prove it to you that I like you as you not because I'm lonely and wanting that habit back. no" Fuck.. I am weak.

"You're a jerk" I took my hand from his grip.

"I know, I'm sorry"

"I don't want to see you!" I hold the door and almost close the door to his face.

"You can stay here and take care that shit" I glared at him and he sighed.

"I don't like that idea but I trust you Hyejin.  even I don't think I can sleep tonight or maybe Il sleep outside here" I looked at him disbelief.

"Can you just go before I end everything for real and not going to talk to your forever and get married with Rowoon and throw the invitation to your face?" I bursted piss and he started to raise his hands up surrender.

"Fuck! Why did I say that earlier?"

"Go Namjoon.. Don't go to me for 2 weeks! If you do , I'm going to cut forever our relationship" I threatened and his eyes widen.

"2 weeks? Are you fucking kidding me
Hyejin ?" He bursted.

"Take it or leave it jackass"I said coldly, he sighed.

"Fucker"

"Taste hell for 2 weeks seeing me with
Rowoon Hugging, cuddling maybe kissing!" I glared at him and said to him coldly. He closed his eyes and groaned annoy.

"If there's kissing, hugging and cuddling. I'm going to do something Hwasa. something that you can't imagine" He said in a dangerous tone. He looked at me sharply and I rolled my eyes.

"Go away asshole!" I closed the door to his face and smirked.

Il show you.. I'll show you Namjoon
I'll make you taste hell....

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