Jungwon tried his best to calm Sunoo down. He made Sunoo eat by begging but now Sunoo isn't sleeping so he's trying to make him fall asleep by singing.
"뻔한몇마디언어론표현안돼 흔한 J-P-G (uh-huh), 이걸론부족한데 눌러봐 F5, 둘러봐 website 널닮은건없어, baby 한낮의교실어딘가나른할때 불어오는 breeze, 넌그런느낌인걸 곁에있으면늘평온해져 혹시너도같니, baby?" Jungwon sang to Sunoo. He sang the song, so Sunoo would be sleepy but Sunoo was too scared to sleep. He was sleepy, his eyes were closing continuously after 2-3 seconds but he was to scared to fall asleep. He thought Sunghoon would do bad things to him again and he doesn't want that. His eyes are red and fluffy becuase of all the crying.
"Sunoo- please try to sleep. You're going to get sick if you don't sleep." Jungwon said.
"I'm not sleepy Jungwon." Sunoo said.
"I know you're sleepy... i can see your eyes close continuously after 2 seconds. Please don't force yourself not to sleep. I know you're scared to fall asleep but I promise nothing's going to happen to you. I'm here and I won't let anything happen to you. So please just sleep." Jungwon said looking at Sunoo with teary eyes.
Sunoo became soft at his teary eyes. He trusts him but then he thinks what will happen if something happens to Jungwon while trying to protect Sunoo. But he trusts him so he nodded to Jungwon's reply. Jungwon was happy that Sunoo finally accepted to sleep. Sunoo then laid down to fall asleep. After a few minutes, Sunoo was asleep. Jungwon then went outside of their room since he was bored.
While walking on the hallway he saw Jay. He went towards Jay and talked with him.
"Hello Jay hyung." Jungwon didn't know how to start the conversation so he said hello but it made the situation more awkward.
"Where are you going?" Jay asked.
"O-oh I was bored so I decided to walk." Jungwon said being a bit shy.
"Ok.. where is Sunoo? He isn't with you?" Jay asked.
"Y-you don't know what happened with him?" Jungwon asked.
"No?" Jay answered.
"Sunghoon hyung didn't tell you?!" Jungwon said being mad.
"No? He didn't tell me anything.. why? what happened with him?" Jay asked being curious.
"Sunoo was r-raped" Jungwon said being sad.
"WHAT??!" Jay said being shocked.
"...."
"How did he get raped? He didn't leave the house at any moment." Jay said.
"S-Sunghoon hyung..." Jungwon couldn't finish the sentence.
"What?? Wait don't tell me he raped him!!" Jay said being mad without even knowing the truth.
Jungwon nodded at Jay's answer.. Jungwon was tearing up while nodding, Jay was speechless. He thought how could his brother, his blood brother do this to an innocent soul. Jay was mad at Sunghoon.
"S-Sunoo hyung i-is in bad condition, he is traumatized and scared. He doesn't wanna do anything or eat anything.. he is hurt badly.... I loved Sunghoon hyung and he thought of telling it to him but after what Sunghoon hyung did, he broke down." Jungwon said sobbing.
Jay opened his arms for Jungwon to hug him. Jungwon then hugged the older and cried.
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"I- I don't l-like seeing Sunoo like this." Jungwon said crying.
"I'll deal with Sunghoon later, you should sleep Jungwon.. stay with with Sunoo. I'll be back." Jay said as he led Jungwon towards Jungwon and Sunoo's dorm.
Jungwon went inside their room and tried to sleep. He fell asleep while looking at the sky through the window.
Jay pov
I couldn't believe that Sunghoon did this kind of thing to the person he loved. He told me that he loves him but then why did he do this to him? I'm mad at him for doing it. I really wanna punch him across the room until he bleed. I know i didn't buy Sunoo, he did but still Sunoo is like my little brother. He's always smiles, he's like a sunshine. I hope he doesn't lose his smile because of this.
I went to Sunghoon's room and saw him hurting himself by punching the wall. His knuckles were bleeding. I wanted to hurt him so bad but I know he wants to hurt himself more than me. He regrets what he did to Sunoo.
"What did you do to him?" I ask him.
"I- I RUINED HIM JAY!!! I FUCKING RUINED SUNOO!!" Sunghoon said while breaking down.
"That Fucking monster did all this... I hate myself now. I let that shit monster hurt him. Me myself is the monster." Sunghoon said crying even badly.
I know what he is talking about so I didn't say anything. I tried stopping him from punching the wall. He then hugged me and broke down even more. I don't know after how long we hugged each other.
"I regret everything Jay, i fucking regard everything." He said.
"Stop crying and think a way of how you're going to apologize to him." I said.
"He gets scared every time he sees me. How am I suppose to go to him?? I'm sure He hates me now. He thinks I'm a monster." Sunghoon said.
"Me and Jungwon will try to make him calm. I know his traumatized of what happened so we'll try to make him more scared less." I said and then I left Sunghoon's room. | | | |
My exam is finally finished yoiiii... now I'm going to post regularly <333
