How I found you (sunsun x jaywon)

Chapter 12

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Sunghoon pov

I saw Sunoo behind me. He looked like he was beaten up. I couldn't believe that I did this to Sunoo. He made my heart soft and he made me fall in love again. I wanted to show him my love but the monster inside me did the opposite. He surely hates me now.

Seeing his bad condition I called the doctor. My eyes teared up while seeing him like this. The doctors came and told me to go outside. I went to the old room where I used to play when I was just a child. It's all dirty and messy now.
After entering the room I felt so hurt that a tear escaped my eye.

How could I do this to him, how could I ruin him like this. How could I....

"OH GODDDDDD!!!!!" I screamed like a wounded animal

"AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!" I screamed while grabbing and pulling my own hairs, I screamed while smashing my fists on the floor.

How could,I

crushed the one,

Who taught my stone of a heart,

to beat again...

to fall in love again...

3rd person pov

Sunghoon never felt this type of pain in all these past few years. The pain he felt wasn't physical. Yet it was so painful for him to bear.

Sunoo was lying on the bed, with IV attached to his arm, bandages were covering his head and wrists. Sunghoon's room was completely looking like that of a hospital with all the machines and other stuff.

As Sunghoon doesn't let Dr. Ni-ki to take Sunoo to the hospital, because he knew well, how much dangerous it could get. His enemies will gladly take this situation as an advantage and will try to attack.

He couldn't bear that he let the monster inside him take control and let him do all these things. He was mad at himself. He wanted to kill himself but he knew there are people he needs to finish before killing himself.

Only if he controlled himself, this wouldn't happen. Sunoo wouldn't be in this situation. Sunoo did nothing to anyone. He was a pure soul and sunshine. He didn't deserve anything. He always smiled. His smile was a healing cure. He could make anyone smile. And Sunghoon ruined and took his healing smile away.

Doctor Ni-ki came towards Sunghoon, who was standing outside of his room and gave him a disgusting look. Ni-ki was very well aware of the fact that Sunghoon brought Sunoo. And He knew all too well that it was none other than Sunghoon who did this to Sunoo . Ni-ki always respected him but today he lost it. The moment his eyes landed on the battered form of Sunoo. Tears pricked his eyes by seeing the condition of the poor soul. It was obvious Sunoo was brutally raped. With heavy heart Ni-ki treated all Sunoo's wounds. And when Ni-ki came out of the room and saw Sunghoon standing there Ni-ki felt disgust towards him.

"She was brutally raped." Ni- ki said in a
serious tone.

Upon hearing this Sunghoon intake a sharp breath to compose himself but didn't utter a single word.

Ni-ki continued. "There are bruises all over Sunoo's body. But his neck is badly bruised as if someone chocked him to death. He lost a lot of blood due to the continuous bleeding from the wound on his head. I think that man slapped him during his struggling and because of the impact of the slap his head got hit with the headboar--" Ni-ki cut his own sentence in the middle and faked a gasp. "I think he bit you on your ear that's why you slappe-"

"ENOUGH!!!"

"No need to say anything anymore." Sunghoon glared at Ni-ki.

Sunghoon then left and went to the garden where Sunoo used to laugh. He used to admire Sunoo every time from his balcony. All the memories came into his vision. He felt more weak.