Can a broken heart beat again? When it was abandoned and crushed to the ground silently? How many are going to say no... But, there's still a glimpse of hope but only in the person that broke it.
Can two souls fallen apart for so long have a strong...
Ugh, Am I really doing this? Yeah now that I am at that campus gates I found it troublesome... But I can't go back now I'm already part of the students here and I need something. I. Must. Find. Her. Is she good now? Did she changed? Is she the same? Does she resent me? Completely in my thoughts I just enter the campus. I'm excited but at same time worried... I keep a straight face but inside I'm like a grenade frr. Kinda lately, I notice that all eyes are one me. Ugh seriously that's exactly what I didn't want... Can't they just stop looking? I'm so uncomfy.
Still in my thoughts, I just walk searching for secretary office. All of a sudden I feel someone dumping into me and just after that person is on the ground.
???: Aagh!! He did when he fell, oh I see it's a guy. Sorry man didn't see you there He did asking for my help to get up. I can finally see his face.
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No biggie man I did helping him
Just after I tried to continue on my way but he approach me again and say:
???: Never see you there, are you new? He asked me
Well yeah I told him well disinterested by the conversation, I really have something else in mind but let's stay courteous
???: Then let's be friends He did smiling like a child in front of a toy shop. Well unfortunately the shop is closed for a long time.
Nah I'm good I said before continuing my way. Right now I have nothing else in my mind than her. Yeah it's a bit fanatic like to just think about her but seriously I'm just in love. But the problem is what I did to her in the past... Just thinking about it gives me a weight in throat cuz I feel shameful for it everyday since then. I'm excited to see her but... Will she reject me? After what I did it's kind of sure but I still hope she'll forgive me. All those questions going through my head but I got to focus on finding that damn office.
Being alone? I never really cared. All I had by my side before was my mom, only my mom before meeting her I guess... It's not that I don't give importance to friendships, just that I prefer being alone than have bad companies. I remember having very good friends since 9th grade to 12th but I moved from the city and it's now that I'm back. So I don't know if they still remember me or will welcome me cuz it's true that I kinda left without letting anyone know.
I was such a jerk back then
Ugh let's forget that for the moment I finally found that secretary. This campus is so big oh Lord.. I am now at the office
Secretary : Good morning, What may I do for you? She asked me
Good morning ma'am, I'm new here and I'm searching for a dorm. I responded
Secretary : Oh sure, just hand me your student card, the one you got at the subscription. She said
She's kinda gentle ig, it's a blond hair person with blue eyes, ngl they kinda beautiful and she doesn't look that old as well.
