•THE WOLF OF THE BLACK WIDOW •

Prologue

POV FL:

If your life was a story, how will it be? Joyful? Sad?Heartbreaking?

And mine? I guess there are people more hurt but... I think my story is not that joyful either. How would you feel like if the person you loved with all your might, heart and soul, overnight tell you he wants to break up and get away from you without any explications? Seeing him, being more and more cold with you and you just... Lost... Confused... Hurt inside... We did 2 years together and I guess even if we had fights sometimes it never ended like this... I truly find it difficult to move on from him..

I literally imagined all my future with him and yet... He abandoned me... It hurts like a woman that loose her husband... I just feel like... A widow... I tried to get better... But being in the same class and him behind me doesn't help at all... Seeing him friendly and smiling with others and being cold with me... It confused me so much... He he wished for me to be happy

I didn't think I would even feel happy the way I was with Duncan...

And then I guess I just shut my feelings down... I don't wanna love anymore and loose face... It hurted so much but at same time I don't want to be alone... It's so contradictory... I confuse myself very often tho... I guess I'm lost

I felt so bad after that break up but still... I loved him so much but at same time I still hope he'll come back... But at same time I think that I should never open up to him again and then he go again... He was the one to help me heal from my insecurities and I naturally let my emotions out with him... But I can't rely on him anymore cuz he left me in the dark when I just wanted to show him how much he counts to me...

Since then I avoided all guys like pest I don't know, or I just don't believe in men again or I still hope he comes back deep inside me but don't want to admit it... I tried to be respected by never showing emotions in public and stay composed in any situation even if inside I would scream of my frustration... Still with my friends I'm a bit myself again even tho I think I don't really know who I am anymore...

He moved out the city and since the end of that year I never saw him again... I miss him but at same time I hate him so much to let me down like this... I would like to cry out how hurtful it was to me but at same time, yell my ressentiment at him and tell me to never come to me ever again!...

Thanks people big mouths some of my old classmates are here and there's the rumor saying that I never been in relationship since 11th grade and that I completely changed after that... I think due to my skin tone and people ✨creativity✨they call me the Black widow here and Duncan tho they know nothing about him the Wolf of the widow because back then he was so overprotective to me and I really liked it... I miss everything about him but at same time I don't want to meet him again... I feel like if I see him I will throw up every aches that my heart kept for like 5 years now...

I just... Love and hate him

A good "Ex lovers" plot isn't it?

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Heyyy everyone I hope you all feel alright, as for me I'm kinda good !! Here the prologue of the Female lead, I'll post the 1st chapter soon. And pardon my poor English I'm still learning •́⁠ ⁠ ⁠‿⁠ ⁠,⁠•̀

Byyye ✨

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