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Throwing Up *Sasuke's POV* (5)

I run to the nearest trash can and begin to puke my liver out. "Sasuke-Kun, are you alright?" I hear Sakura yell out to me from the kitchen, still making our celebratory lunch for getting through another rough work overload. I yell out something like yes but to be honest, I'm not even aware of any of my surroundings. I think back to every morning we've woken up together even before this whole bed rest thing. I think about the weight gain and the secrets, and the weird conversations that Naruto and Hinata have behind my back and I begin to wonder if he has those same conversations with Sakura. Does she know? Does she know this overwhelming secret? I do, and I can't get it out of my head.

I pull my head away from the trash can and begin to slowly wobble back down to the kitchen, holding on to the wall with a firm grip. Sakura watches me come in and begins running over here to me before helping me limp over to a bar stool. There she checks my vitals, insisting that she takes me to her office so she can test me for the flu. Whether I say yes or no, she still pulls me to her office, transporting me in stretcher in a specially made wagon where other medical ninja are rolling me to her office.

When we arrive she puts some swab tubes up my nose and goes away, leaving me with my thoughts. There's no mistaking it, I certainly heard Hinata say that Naruto was naming the first Uzumaki Uchiha kid, his daughter, Kiyomi, the next heiress to the Uchiha clan assets. I don't care what anyone tells me, I'm not wrong, I'm not crazy, it all makes sense now. The secrets he's been keeping, the morning sickness, the weight gain, the protective orders from Lady Tsunade! The only question now is how did it happen? Yes, I'm gay, but i don't recall ever sleeping with Naruto in some kind of sexual manner. So, how?

Sakura comes back with a puzzled look on her face and a clipboard in her hand. "The tests show that you're not sick in any way, but that your blood pressure is high and so is your hormone levels." I throw my hands over my face and yell out: "Fuck!" She looks at me with concern. "Tell me what's wrong, Sasuke." I begin to cry, the tears streaming down my face vigorously. I can't control them, I always try my hardest not to cry in front of people, but I can't stop it, I'm whimpering, my nose is running and stuffy, I'm sobbing, my throat hurts, and I feel like I'm going to suffocate.

"Sasuke, shh it's going to be okay, I'm here for you," she says as she strokes my head and shushes me like a baby. It's kind of soothing. Soon my tears are gone and is instead replaced by tomato-like skin and similar looking eyes. "Now, what's the matter, Sasuke?" She asks me in a motherly tone, my head rested in her lap and her hand still in my soot black hair. "I-i overheard a conversation between Naruto and Hinata." As soon as I said that her hand began to stiffen up and her breathing became a little shallow. "What did you hear that's gotten you so... manic?" She asks in a curious yet serious tone, trying not to reveal to me that she thinks she knows something I don't. "They were talking about names and Hinata began talking to Naruto about how he was naming his daughter! And then- and then she said that he was carrying the heiress to the Uchiha clan's assets!" She freezes up entirely. Her body stiffens and her breathing is more shallow than a kiddy pool. She's known all along. She's known since the very beginning. Everyone over there has, just not me.

"Sasuke, I know this can be scary and I'm sorry I didn't tell you , but that wasn't my secret to tell. It was Naruto's."

"I just- I don't understand, Sakura, I don't even remember doing any of...that.. with him! Yet he's suddenly pregnant with my kid!" I cry out in confusion. Everything is so confusing, so confusing that I want to cry even more. "You we're both pretty drunk. You took him back to your place and had sex with him, unaware of him being a Neko, you didn't use protection. He woke up in your bed. He knew before he ever found out about the baby but he didn't want to tell you because he was scared that you'd think it was just a mistake. He's in love with you Sasuke and he has been for quite awhile now. I'm not saying that you need to confront him on it because he's really happy right now and he hasn't been since before that night." My eyes widen and I swallow a lump in my throat. He's been in love with me for awhile? Of course I've loved him for a thousand years and of course I will never stop loving him, but I don't know if I'm in love with him.

"Answer me honestly, Sasuke. Are you in love with Naruto?" I pause, my lip quivering and my chest heaving. I let out a breathy sigh before responding. "I don't know. I've never known what love feels like. From a young age I never knew love. When they all died, so did love, so I don't know, Sakura, I don't know if I'm in love with him." She begins to get angry. "What is that bullshit excuse? Naruto was orphaned when he was only a few hours old if that and he knows that he's in love with you! Don't use the family excuse Sasuke because I'm not in the mood right now, I'm still dealing with this Hinata mess and-"

"Hinata mess? What Hinata mess?" Her eyes go wide and she begins to feel embarrassed. "Well, uh, Hinata is pregnant just like Naruto is except with my baby. Don't ask how, it's a long story that I don't have the mental capacity to tell right now but I promise you'll know the story at some point. I told her I'd support the baby and co-parent with her and she said thanks and we've continued to be friends the past few months and recently she had an outburst where she told me that she doesn't want to do that and that... she wants to be a real family."

My jaw physically drops. Hinata wants to be a real family with Sakura? Sakura chuckles, but she's not happy. "I told her that I didn't want to be a real family just because she's having a baby and... she got mad and stormed off." I frowned. "Welp, Sakura, we are in for an interesting time."