The first day

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TW:cutting, over binding, and kinda eating disorder.

Y/N POV:

I wake up at around  6Am. I sigh. getting up I walk over to my closet, I look at my raisor, I grab it, I hold it in my hand while walking to the bathroom. I walk into the bathroom, I rool up the sleeves to my hoodie, I take the bade and start dragging it over my wrist. I make around 10 cuts on each arm, I turn the water on, running my wrist under the cold water, the stinging is kinda comforting. I wash the sink making sure I didnt leave any blood marks in the sink. I open the door and start walking over to my room.

I get to my room and start wrapping my wrists. I finish wrapping my wrists, I get up putting the bandages into my bag. I walk over to my closet. I slide my blade into the extra pair of shoes, I walk back over to my room, I conect my earbuds to my phone I start playing my spotifiy playlist, 'Not Allowed' by TV Girl, starts playing, I try falling back to sleep.

I end up walking up to Wil knocking on my door, "Hello?" Wil asks knocking on my door, "good morning." I say, sleepeness lacing my voice, my voice was monotone and raspy. "Good morning, come out here whenever you want, I have a question to ask." Wil says. I make a hum of approval. I head footsteps moving away from my room. I get up and out of bed, 'Crack A Bottle' by Eminem was playing in my headphones. I walk over to my closet, grabbing a new hoodie, tank top, and black jeans, I accidentally left my binder on, so I kept that on.

I change into the clothes, walking out of my room. I go over to the living room, I see Wil sitting on the couch, on his phone, he didn't seem to notice me. I go and sit next to him, "what was that question you wanted to ask me earlier?' you ask looking at Wil, he looks at you, "I was going to ask if you wanted to go get some clothes and stuff for your room. also, are you hungry?" He asks. "No, I'm not hungry, thanks though. Also, I don't mind going out to the shops, as long as your okay with it." you say a soft smile.

"okay, we can go tomorow, and I don't mind taking you to the shops." he says smiling back at you, he didn't want to push you into eating. He gets up going to go grab something. You stay on the couch, you don't realize but you end up falling asleep.

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