So I kinda realised my social skills are shit
Absolute crap
Nothing
Nil
Heck I can't even talk to some of you properly and that's online, I'm even worse in real. I'm terrible at conversation, I'm so awkward and I never get along well with people
Ans I need to work on that
What would you say if I said I might leave for a few months?
I don't know if I will for sure
But i might need it :/
I'm really not sure to be honest because I realised I'm actually a sad person
Sad as in loserish
I genuinely have no best friends like everyone else does (in real I mean) and it's actually really bugging me. Usually I don't give a shit and I continue reading my book
But now?
I realise I need social skills when I'm older.
And I don't know how it's going to work but I realise that all this, despite how I've made amazing friends on here and I've never felt like I've met someone like me before and I have on here, it's really impacting my life.
'*gasp* But what life? ' you ask
That's what my point is
