Chan arrived to the base late, blood all over his face and his shirt, his knuckles red and his head fuzzy, as if he were drugged..? The others, including Binnie were all huddled up in the living room, playing monopoly. The door slammed after Chan entered, making binnie flinch. Binnie looked up at the others, the others were looking up behind Binnie. Binnie gulped and then felt a hand on each shoulder. He looked at the hand and noticed the red knuckles. Chan stuffed his face into Binnie's fluffy hair, letting out an exhausted sigh as he closes his eyes. Binnie stays frozen, looking down. "I'm drugged." Chan mumbled, talking to the others as he gently rubbed Binnie's shoulder. Binnie blushed a bit, turning his head down. Chan lifted his head up, his pupils seemed to be heart shaped, that's when the other members became shocked. Lino got up, "You drank that pink drug thing.." Seungmin mumbled, and then the rest of the members got up as well.
Binnie confusingly looked up at Seungmin and then turned his head to look at Chan. He noticed the heart shaped pupils, and then became even more confused. Chan looked down at Binnie, his gaze turned soft as he slightly smiled and then went in for a hug. "I missed you, loveee.." He muttered out, wrapping his arms around Binnies shoulder, hugging him tightly. Binnies eyes slightly went wide, "I told you not to call me that.." He mumbled, continuing to hold a grudge. Chan stayed quiet, the moment calming him down. Lino walked up to Chan and then pat his back. "They said that it will go away, later though. The effects will become worse and worse.." He spoke, letting out a sigh knowing what might happen. Chan pulled away from the hug, and then stretched letting out a groan, Binnie noticed the blood on his shirt. His eyes went wide as he stared at the blood. Chan walked around the sofa and then sat down besides Binnie. He looked at Binnie, pausing and then cuddling up against him. The others went quiet, never have they ever saw there boss acting like that..
"Uhm.. I'm gonna.. go." Seungmin mumbled, walking around the sofa and then up the stairs. Lino followed quietly, Hyunjin stood there, watching Chan. Binnie tried to escape Chans touch but couldn't since Chan held a grip on him. He let out a defeated sigh, looking up at Hyunjin with a "help me" look. Hyunjin awkwardly chuckled, and then cleaned up the board game. "I'm gonna.. put this up." He muttered, quickly walking away. "Hey-! You said you were gonna-" Too late, Hyunjin had already left. Binnie pouted his lips, looking at Chan with a frown. "Get off me!" He spoke in a loud tone, but Chan shook his head. "No, i dont wanna.." He mumbled. "Get off Chan!" Binnie slightly yelled, his tone turning a bit mad. Chan looked at Binnie, staring into his angry eyes. He then giggled, smiling widely. "Your such a cutie, bin." He spoke in a soft toe, sitting up straight on the sofa. Binnie stared at Chan, blushing a bit. He cleared his throat, "Finally.." He mumbled, glad that Chan got off of him. Though Chan had other plans similar to what he just did.
Chan got of the sofa and then quickly picked Binnie up in a bridal way. Binnies eyes went wide, he let out a light gasp and then looked up at Chan. "H-Hey!!" He yelled, punching Chans shoulder while kicking his legs. Chan made his way upstairs into his room, entering and then closing the door from behind. Chan gently put Binnie on the bed, very gently, and then out a blanket on him. Binnie stared up into Chans eyes, a hint of confusion and nervousness in his eyes. Chan smiled, revealing his dimples. He then quickly turned and walked to the other side, gently crawling in and getting inside the blanket with Binnie.
"Cha-" Binnie muttered, trying to get up but Chan brought him back down, turned him to face Chan and then wrapped his hands around Binnies waist. Binnie faced Chan, looking up into his eyes. A slight blush spread across his cheeks as he looked ahead of himself, avoiding eye contact with Chan. Chan pressed his body against Binnie's, keeping him close. He closed his eyes, snuggling against him. Chan felt a lot of love towards Binnie, and wanted to express it. Yes, it was because of the potion but a part of it was himself. Binnie let out a light sigh, keeping his hands too his side.
After a while of the quietness, it becomes awkward, at least of Changbin. He raises his head and looking up into Chan's eyes who seemed to be staring down at him already, so full of love it almost melts Changbin. "Why are you staring at me, and for so long..-?" Binnie muttered out, staring up into the olders eyes. Chan smiled softly, slowly rubbing Binnie's back, "cause your gorgeous." He spoke in a gentle tone, continuing to stare down into the youngers eyes.
Those words that came out of Chan's mouth, made Binnie's cheek flush a light red color. He's never received a compliment like such, it made his heart race. Chan began to trace little circles on Bin's back with his fingers as he stared down into the younger males eyes lovely. "Looking at you, i think i fell in love all over again. There was something so.. appealing about you that hit me hard." Chan spoke, ever so calmly as he continued to stare down into Binnies eyes.
Binnie tried so hard not to fall in love with this man, but it was hard. If Chan continued, he was sure to fall in love with him even if he was a part of the mafia. The younger males cheeks flushed an extreme shade of red. "O-Oh.." He whispered, lost in words. Just the thought of what the older said made his heart twist. "I wanna be with you, so badly.." Chan's tone more softer than before.
"You're special to me, you're the only one I wouldn't mind loosing my sleep for, the only one who I could never get tired talking to, and the only one who crosses my mind constantly.. You're the only one who could make me smile without trying, bring up my mood without the intention to. I cant explain with just words how much you mean to me, but you're the only one I'm afraid of losing and the one I want to keep in my life."
Chan spoke, confessing his feelings out to Binnie. Binnie got a little emotionally from it, slightly tearing up. He's never heard such beautiful, caring words before. "F-For a killer, you sure are sweet.." Binnie mumbled, wiping his eyes with the rim of his shirt. Chan's eyes slightly went wide after he noticed Binnie wiping his tears away, he made a sad face and then removed Binnies hand from his face. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you cry bin.." He slightly whined, furrowing his brows in a sad way. "I'm not crying.." Binnie muttered, staring up into Chans eyes but then tearing up again. Chan slightly smiled, "you are, you're actually crying." He spoke, chuckling after, trying to hold his laughter in.
Binnie noticed, and then frowned. "Dont laugh," He mumbled, "Dont laugh, Chan." He spoke in a bit of a serious tone. "I'm not laughing," Chan spoke, clearing his throat. Chan sat up, his back against the back board. He then put Binnie on his lip, making him blush intensely. The older stared into Binnie's eyes for a moment, and then wiped the tears of the younger away. "You're so cute.." Chan muttered, cooing as he hugged the younger tightly. Binnie paused, hesitating and then hugging Chan after. "Stop it with the teasing." Binnie huffs, frowning playfully. Chan laughs softly, "But you are cute..!"
"Am not."
"You are!"
"Not."
"Are!"
"Am not!" Changbin huffs, backing away from the hug to look into Chan's eyes with a frown. Chan stared into Binnie's eyes, and then smiled. Chan frowned, flipping Binnie over and pinning him down to the bed. "Oh yea?" He spoke playfully, smirking after. Binnie stared up into his eyes and then smiled. "Yea!" He spoke, grabbing a pillow from the side and then stuffing it into Chan's face while giggling softly. The giggles that escaped Binnie's mouth made Chan's broken heart race.. He paused, his face stuffed into the pillow. Chan grabbed the pillow and then threw it out to the side. He quickly leaned in to Binnie's face and then it happened. There lips touched, Chan started kissing the younger.
Binnie's eyes slightly went wide, he froze. Chan backed away from the kiss, staring into the youngers eyes lovingly. "I love you, Bin." He muttered, going down to his neck, "I love you so fucking much.." The older spoke in a soft tone, stuffing his face into Binnie's warm neck.
Binnie quietly stared up at the roof as Chan's face was stuffed into his neck. He felt himself heating up, and then slowly shifted his head downwards. Binnie stared at Chan's hair, hesitatingly moving his hand and placing it on his head. Chan lifted his head with Binnies hand on it and looked into Binnies eyes, "Do you.. love me too?" He muttered, hoping Binnie did but for Bin, it was hard. Several thoughts came inside his head. "He's a killer, i cant like him. But oh, the words he said, he really does love me.." Binnie's lips parted, Chan's nervousness grew. "I.. dont know." He mumbled, turning his head away.
Chan lightly pouted, at that moment an idea beamed in his head. "What if.. i give you one week. One week to make you love me." Chan spoke, catching Binnies attention. "If you fall for me, than you stay and be my boyfriend. If you dont then.. ill let you go." Chan spoke in a confident tone. Binnie's eyes slightly went wide, he thought for a moment and then nodded. "Deal."
