I was so scared ,confused , mad and happy at the same time but I wasn't happy with myself so I decided to do abortion I told Michael and he agreed but he wasn't gonna go to the clinic with me an I needed a parent to come wit me so I'm gonna do this illegally that's why I'm gonna call the perfect person My sister .
{ Phone convo }
Malia: Hey lil sis
Me : Hai Malia
Malia : wats up ?
Me : well Malia I'm pregnant
Malia : ha ! Shid do ma know ?
Me : no
Malia : Damn who da baby daddy
Me : it's Michael plz don't tell anyone I ever told you that plz I'm trusting you
Malia : Ok Damn ian tellin
Me : Umm so what did you do when you got pregnant ?
Malia : abortion of course
Me : did mom take you ?
Malia : nah my friend took me to this illegal place
Me : can you take me plz ?
Malia : No Ashley it ain't safe
Me : ion care I just wanna get rid of this baby
Malia : (sighs) alright
Me : great when you gon come get me ?
Malia : today
Me : like right now ?
Malia : yeah I'll be there in a few bye
Me : bye Malia
After we left the clinic I didn't feel good I just wanted to go back home and sleep Malia-You ard ? Me- kinda I just wanna get home Malia- Dont worry we almost there me- Good Malia- So how you get pregnant by Michael ? Me- cuz at first he raped me then he's been doing it all the time but today I turned him on that's when he told me I was pregnant at least I ain't no Moe Malia- Wow buh you should've told mama me- Hell no ! Malia- Alright damn I was just saying me- Good she parked in front of the house Malia- Ok if you need me you know where I live Me- Ok thanx for everything love you N bye I said hugging her I ran up the steps and walked in I saw Luther asleep on the couch I just shook my head it was past nine shouldn't mama be home ? Maybe she gotta late night shift I thought I walked upstairs An entered my room I didn't turn on my lights I just took off my all my clothes and put on a big T-shirt with my undergarments you know I hopped in bed Michael- You back I screamed nearly bout ta fall out my bed me- What are you doin in my room an you scared the crap outta me he laughed an kissed me Y was he acting so nice ? I just laid down under my covers he wrapped around me "good night" he got up and left . Later on I kept hearing rocks being thrown at my window I got up an looked out my window seeing Nasir 'What the hell ! ' I whispered yelled "let me in " 'for what ?' "Just do it plz " ' fine but - ' "hurry damn hell wit da talkin " 'ok' I tipped toed down the stairs opening the door he hugged me an kissed my lips "missed me ?" 'Mmm ion know ' "lies " ' come on leggo to my room ' " Ok " I grabbed his arm leading him to my room in the darkness I quickly shut my door I put on my light I turned to Nasir Me- What did you do now ? Nasir- What you mean ? Me- every time you come to my house in the night is your horny or you want me to go somewhere or do sumn Nasir- nah it ain't like that no Moe me- Mhm so what happened ? Nasir- My mama kicked me out me- Seriously Nasir What you do ! Nasir- drugs an sum shit me- See you need to stop plz Nasir- Ion know baby I just- . Me- You just what ? . Nasir- Ion know I just fucked up Me- Well you den fucked up to many times Nasir- Damn guh stop putting all these guilt on me like you real trifling me- Sorry I sat beside him Nasir- It cool babeh you know I love you right ? Me- Nasir you know I gotta man right ? Nasir- here we go wit dat shit me- Alright I love you too he started kissing I kissed back he pulled away Me- So how you gon live like where you gon stay ? Cuz you sure can't stay here ma mom will kill my ass if she see you in here Nasir- Ion know I didn't think this thru maybe I'll just go to ma nigga Dwayne house me- Ok when tho ? Nasir- tomorrow me- Ok well we both need some sleep so goodnight Nasir- nah ma we can't go ta bed I want sum me- I can't have sex for like two or three weeks Nasir- Y tho ? A Nigga horny as fuck me- Cuz I had an abortion today Nasir- Shit you had gotten pregnant me- Yeah Nasir- Well you lucky ard let's go to bed he took off his shirt showing the rest of his tattoos I bit down on my lip he looked sexy as hell I wanted him so bad Damn you abortion Nasir- Y you daydreaming ova a Nigga Ik im sexy Me- boi bye he laughed I cut off the light and climbed back in bed he slapped my butt me- Damn Nigga ! Nasir- dat ass tho I laughed an climbed on top of him kissing him "I want you so bad" he said through the kiss holding onto my waist my smiled ' Me too ' then I got up and laid down he wrapped around me he was so close dat I could feel his member me- Fuck Nasir you hard as ever damn ! He laughed "I told you I was horny" I giggled .
Ok Ik y'all wanna know bout Nasir well Nasir is I guess I'm his sidechick buh we like close friends who just fucks I like him a lot he always tells me that he loves me but I have Derrick I just don't know like I love Derrick buh on the other hand I love Nasir too who do you think I should love ? Derrick orrr Nasir ?
**The Next Morning **
I woke up and saw Nasir playing wit my hair me- Mornin you creep he smiled Nasir- Mornin baby girl I sat up tracing his tattoos Me- Are you gonna go to school today ? Nasir- Ion know should I ? Me- Yes you should cuz I'm really missing you since Derrick is gone I just got Lydia he got up from bed walking into my bathroom Me- What I say ? Nasir- I told you ion wanna hear bout that Nigga derrick Damn you don't listen me- I'm sorry ok I walked in and hugged him from behind I kissed his back me- I love yoouuu Nasir- I love yo big booty too I laughed still having my arms around his waist Me- forgive me ? Nasir- Yeah he said turning an kissing on my neck I like when he did it nobody else Me- Naasir I gotta take a shower I moaned He nodded and stopped kissing on my neck me- there's another tooth brush over there I said hopping in the shower he started brushing his teeth while I washed up I got out and wrapped a towel around me and walked out to him he was sitting on my bed Me- Go take yo shower there's plenty of towels in my bathroom he chuckled me- Ion know Y you laughing ain't nun funny Nasir- You sound like ma mama Me- Seriously tho Nasir- that ain't fair you got Yo own bathroom in yo room me- Ikr I'm so lucky now go take a shower he walked in the bathroom I put on deodorant and undergarments then perfume an some jeans with a crop top and a sweater wrapped around my waist and a cute vest Ian feel like getting all dressed up today I put on my timberlands an curled my hair then Nasir came out while I was doin my makeup he had water dripping down his steaming body and a towel wrapped around his waist his v-line was just so gahdamn perfect Nasir- You always drooling over me babeh I laughed 'cuz you too sexy ' I whispered Nasir- I heard that me- Shit like damn he laughed me- Will you just get dressed Nasir- Alright damn he put on his clothes then we walked out my room when we went downstairs I saw Michael in the kitchen me- stay right here me- Michael where my mama ? Michael- sleep me- Oh well bye he waved me- come 'on we walked out the house he held my hand I felt so tingly ( Lol ) .
After school I said my goodbyes to ma ppl then ran home I was happy cuz today was my mom day off from work I walked into the house and saw my mom I ran over to her an hugged her Keshia- damn baby I missed you too Me- me too Mommy Keshia- I was thinking me only me an you could go out and eat today me- Ok but where to ? Keshia- red lobster Me- Ooh Turn up ! She laughed I ran upstairs and changed into my white short casual dress and white diamond sparkly sandals alone with my heart shaped necklace and I put my hair in a perfect bun I was on fleek like Yasss bish Yasssss I went downstairs to my mom and we left when we got there we ordered our food while we were eating I decided to ask my mom some questions me- Mommy Keshia- Yes my love ? Me- Who's my father like my real father I said staring deep into her eyes she hesitated then sighed finally she spoke Keshia- Sweetie Y are you worried bout that ? Me- Cuz Ik Michael ain't my dad how come he's Malia & Luther dad ? Keshia- Alright your father name is Tyrone Tyrone Brown and when I had Malia everything was perfect then I had Luther a lil while everything was cool wit me N Michael all of a sudden things went downhill so I got angry and left that's when I gco wit Tyrone I went back to Michael then I found I was pregnant an I told Tyrone but he had went to jail cuz I forgot Me- Wow I really didn't know Keshia- Yeah but sweetheart it is what it is believe me . Me- I do mama I do I got up and sat on her lap Keshia- You big baby Me- but I'm your big baby Keshia- Yes you are N don't you ever grow up to fast you hear me ? Me- Yes ma'am I kissed her on her cheek and went back to my spot finally the ppl brought our food .
Heyy y'all did y'all what did y'all think bout this chapter ? Do y'all think that Ashley should've told her mother bout her abortion or nawwl do y'all think she should break up wit Derrick for Nasir ? Comment if anything else you wanna know or ask lemme know thanx love y'all
