Another Person, Another Pain (D-Series Trilogy 02)

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Heather Yvonne's Point of Veiw

"TIMOTHY!" I called Timothy, he immediately embrace me using his small arms. Niyakap ko siya, pagkatapos ay dumiretso siya kay Ace, binuhat niya si Timothy. "It's good to be back here" I said and hug Vanessa.

Timothy is Vanessa and Thunder's son, pero hindi sila magkasama. Sa Spain tumira si Vanessa kasama si Timothy, ngayon ay nagbabakasyon kami ni Ace dito. "I'm sorry for disturbing your vacation" Vanessa said, umiling kami.

"Nope, you're not disturbing anything. We're happy to look after him" Ace said and I  agreed. Nasa airport kami ngayon, kakarating lang namin at paalis naman si Vanessa dahil may flight siya. "Tim, behave okay? Mommy will only work, Ninang and Ninong will look after you" Vanessa said and kissed his son's cheeks.

"Kayo na bahala sa kanya, I'll call as soon as I got there" Vanessa said and we nodded at her, nagpaalam na siya sa amin, hinintay namin siyang mawala sa paningin namin bago kami umalis.

Binigay ni Vanessa ang susi ng bahay nila, kaya doon kami dumiretso. She has four days off in Philippines and she can't bring her son with her, sakto naman na bakasyon namin mag asawa rito. For the past years, my husband and I used to travel if we have time.

Madalas kasi pag before Christmas or Summer ay nasa Spain kami, pero palagi kaming nag celebrate ng Pasko at New Year sa Philippines. "Ihatid mo na lang siya sa kwarto niya, love" I said when we enter their house. Tulog na si Timothy sa braso niya, sinamahan ko sila. Ace carefully put Timothy on the bed, akala ko ay magiging siya pero hindi naman.

Lumabas na kami sa kwarto niya, "If only Thunder knew about his son" Ace said, tumango naman ako. Agree ako roon, kaso hindi ko naman pwedeng disregard ang opinyon at feelings ni Vanessa. "If only destiny let them" I said.

It's been three years since I marry Ace and up until now, he didn't fail to make me happy and complete everyday. Sadly, we don't have childrens and we can't have childrens. Sinabi sa'kin ng ob doctor ko noon na hindi ako makakapag produce ng child, dahil may sakit ako.

I'm taking drugs before, medicine that I didn't know this will be the outcome. Hindi ko matanggap na bakit sa ganoong paraan pa! Bakit ayun pa! Pag nag miracle raw na magka-baby ako ay malaki ang possibility na hindi yun normal, and I can't take our baby's life!

I remember what Ace told me when the day we found out I can't give him a child that he's been dreaming and wishing for us—

"I can't give you a child. I'm sorry" I said and cry, I thought Ace would leave me alone or he'll be mad but he didn't, instead he pulled me in his arms and embrace me. "Love, I didn't choose to marry you because I only want a child. Yes, practically speaking, I want a child with you of course"

" Sabihin na natin na maghimala at normal siya, ayaw ko naman na maging sakitin siya pag laki niya. Gusto ko magka-anak na galing mismo sayo. Gusto ko yun. Gustong-gusto Heather. Kaso kung kalusugan at buhay mo naman ang kapalit ng anak na pinapangarap ko, mas gugustuhin ko na lang na hindi bigyan ng anak basta kasama kita"

"You're not mad?" I asked, he look at me confused. "Why would I?" tanong niya. Mas lalo akong naluha, he understands. Ace understand. "Because I can't give you a child. I'm your wife, I should give you a child" I said, he hug me tighter.

"Heather I told you, your whole being is the most important in my life. Masaya ako sa buhay ko, kahit wala tayong anak. Kahit wala tayong maging anak. As long as I'm with you, I'm okay. I'm happy. Binigyan mo ako ng buhay na sobrang saya at kuntento na ako roon, hindi ko na kailangan ng iba"