Stranger

Chapter 25

I don't know how I got myself into this shit, but right now I'm changing in something less showing to go to the Jude Bellingham.

The Lindsey back in Madrid would've never expected this but here I am, getting ready to go to Jude...

I wore my grey sweatpants with a black long sleeve top. I also put all of my jewelry on cuz I just feel more confident with them, sounds weird but idc. I quickly touched up my make up, not that Jude hasn't seen me on my ugliest but still. I sprayed on some perfume and silently got out of my room...

I took a deep breath and knocked on Jude's door. But I heard some noises inside... it kind of sounded like someone was moaning. Oh this fucking boy has to be kidding me, first he apologizes for kissing another girl and then when he has invited me to come over he fucks another girl.

I knocked on the door again and someone finally opened it. It was a lady in a bathrobe.

„oh I'm so sorry to interrupt, I thought this was the room off my friend" I quickly said when I saw that it wasn't Jude

„ it's okay, goodnight" she closed the door again

Ew that was so embarrassing, why do I always get myself into this shit oh my god.

I walked over to where Jude's room actually was and knocked on his door. This time I knew for sure that I was knocking on the good door. Someone opened the door and I was happy to see Jude standing there.

„hey Jude" I said silently

„hey Lindsey"

„what happened to linn" I asked as I got into his room and sat down on his bed.

He stood in front of me and I was just waiting for his response

„idk maybe you don't want me to call you that anymore?" He crossed his arms

„you can still call me that if you want, i don't mind"

„Linn look"

He was walking back and forth and he kind off looked stressed

„I... I like you, and I want you to be my girlfriend."

I was in shock. I mean I knew he thought I was beautiful and shit but I didn't knew he had serious feelings for me

„Jude I.... I don't know what to say"

„I know, I know it might seems like a big step but we hang out everyday and I know so much about you so it doesn't matter if it's now or after 1 month" he bended down and laid his hands on my knees

„and how do I know that you're asking me this because you have feelings for me and not just for my body?" I asked him to just tease him.

„cuz I like you for your personality and the way you help me when I stress out, or when I'm scared of pedri and you comfort me, or when I take you out to dinner and you always have those weird stories you want to tell, or when you get mad at me if I make jokes about how bad I want you in my bed, or how you just stay silent if you know I'm right and the way how fast we clicked linn, I fell in love with your beautiful brown eyes the second I met you, I like you for you, not only for your body" his hands were still on my knees but the slowly went up to my waist

„wow, I actually just asked you that to tease you but those were a lot of things. Jude...I like you too, and yes, yes I want to be your girlfriend. I want to be yours and I want you to be mine..."

He was blushing so hard and it was so so so cute. I grabbed his cheeks brushing my lips against his. I was laying with my back on his bed as his hands were next to my head to hold himself on top off me.