Loving Young (Completed)

4• Her Safety

  
  
 
"Mih love how yuh nuh affi convince mih seh yuh love mih, cause it show." I shrugged, drizzling chocolate syrup on the sliced fruits, biscuits and marshmallows.

"Obviously."

I took the marshmallow and puts it to his lips.

Shut up.

"And, mih can be mih self roun' yuh just how mih know if ya behave fake." I playfully glared at him.

"How so?"

"Yuh nervous right now." I looked him in the eye and said it. "Mih go always have doubts, Jehlan. Mih love yuh so much, but it feels like yuh deserve better. Then I'm that better and mih can't imagine yuh leaving mih. Long distance, fine. For good, as in breaking up with me or saying our communication stops out of the blue. Mih nuh think mih go can function after that. Swear mih love yuh fih want wih future stay just like this. Otherwise it's death pulling us apart."

"Me have doubts too. More while mih a pree yuh and feel mih nuh deserve yuh tu, but mih can't picture mih life without yuh. It impossible." He shook his head. "Mih nuh wah regret the trip cause mih mad enough fih a think violent if yuh feel yuh can move on." 

"Yuh deaf enuh." I laughed. "A you mih use to, so even if yuh gone it's up to you fih communicate when yuh can suh mih nuh feel lonely. Just bring mih back two soap."

"Mih wah bring back sum'n big. It's a mansion mih a pree and big vehicle fih have yuh like passenger princess." He held my face and kisses me.

"Mek wih finish eat first." I stopped him.

Going right at it as I leaned on him.

He played the movie and we watched it till we seems to lose interest in it.

"How people Netflix and chill, cause this yah movie yah fool." I grumbled.

"Glad yuh seet tu." He laughs, putting it away.

"That's why mih nuh watch series enuh. Cause why dem a long out the thing suh." I hissed, moving the empty food basket.

Getting back the space, I laid on him, just listening to how quiet the outside is.

"Wih a sleep here tonight?" I asked and he laughs.

"Come on." I eased up so he can stand, but he took me up with him.

He leads me to the bedroom where there is a queen-sized mattress leaning against the wall, boxes of tiles stacked up, housing equipments and a barrels with tools.

"We can." He answered after I finished looking.

"Yes." I nod.

Sorry fih my parents and sister.

Dem affi cook cause this is me retaliating from what they did to me last night.

Though me go send a text. Daddy always a check up on me suh mih affi mek him know mih good.

We moved to mattress into the hall area, transferring the duvet to cover over the noisy plastic.

We throw the cushions on, then laid on it.

My leg happens to rest on him, feeling how hard he was and I smile to his face. "Put it tu good use nuh."

He laughs. "Mih nuh plan fih it..."

"Wih did affi plan?" I asked, sitting up.

"Yeah. Suppose yuh bleed and ting. Wah bout extra clothes and dem sum'n deh." He listed.

"Mih good fih tonight. Kylah can bring mih sum'n a morning." I shrugged.

"Yuh sure?"

"Bout what?" I leaned my head, watching him get nervous.