Satoru tries to make up for the past four years of Ren's life in a matter of weeks. His focus drastically changes, from his work to his son. He ignores the matter of so many people knowing before him, he avoids his mother and his so-called friends. His main and only priority is his son.
You both wish you could say that your relationship has gotten better, but you don't really speak to each other unless it's about the son you share. You're hopeless that it'll progress past what you have. Neither of you have the courage to bring up the situation, either way, your attention should be on Ren.
Ren is finally meeting the man that he's been dreaming of, and he's getting to know his father after four years. You're mostly excited for your son, while also regretting hiding it when you had the chance to tell him. Your relationship is the last thing on your mind– It's certainly the last thing in Satoru's mind.
He visits daily, bearing many gifts for his son. Satoru has become a regular at the toy store, buying something each day for his son, something that he thinks Ren would like. He hopes that material stuff will make up for the time wasted. Sometimes he brings some candy, but he doesn't do it often. Satoru is still his father, he can't just spoil him rotten, he also has to care for Ren's wellbeing. He's slowly growing accustomed to becoming a parent.
"What's this, Ren?" Satoru holds up a cute white cat plush, one that Satoru always finds on the bed. He wonders if that's the toy his son has had ever since he was a baby, he guesses it is since Satoru feels like he's seen it in the background of a picture before.
"It's whiskers." Ren answers, taking the plush from his father and putting it back on the bed. That's before he turns to other matters. Ren doesn't mind sharing his toys (because you've been the one raising him), but whiskers is someone that Ren doesn't like anyone touching. Anyone and anything can get the toy dirty, and when that happens, you refuse to let the toy on the bed, at least not before you wash it and get it clean again.
Satoru doesn't bother to ask if that's the plush that he sleeps with, because that's most certainly a yes. Ren wants to talk about other important matters though so Satoru gives his undivided attention to his son. Ren then asks, "Are you sleeping over?"
"Uhm... No." Satoru answers. You most certainly wouldn't want that. Plus, Satoru has a wife at home who has her suspicions that something is going on. He doubts that she'll care too much, but he wants to keep Ren protected from the world. If Sayo finds out, so does her family, and if her family knows, the whole world will know. "But I'll stay until you fall asleep, Ren."
"I want you to stay." Ren sticks out his bottom lip, obviously disappointed that his father isn't staying for the night. You let him on your bed all the time and you sleep together, why can't he do the same thing with his father? Satoru can't help but feel bad, so he thinks of how to respond to cheer him up.
You commented how you had plans of going on a small trip with Ren before summer ended, but summer evidently has come to an end. It's colder now and the leaves are changing color. Satoru finally decides, "We can go on a trip soon, and we'll be together all day every day."
"Really?" The little boy's eyes light up, making the biggest smile come to Satoru's lips. Satoru now wonders how he was ever happy without him– Well, with you... But that memory slowly fades away since your relationship is now filled with awkwardness. Satoru nods his head in response. He can lie and make it a business trip, it's not an issue for him really.
"We'll have to talk to your mommy first, honey. Then we can plan it all." Satoru answers, and Ren turns around to go look for you. Satoru feels awkward sitting alone on a bed that's far too low and small for him. He stands up and follows Ren. They both look for you around the apartment until they land in your bedroom. The bathroom door is closed, and Ren immediately knows what to do.
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