𝙷𝚘𝚕𝚘𝙲𝚊𝚏𝚎! [𝙵!𝚁]

𝟾🔎(🥀)

┌── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──┐

Every second counts

Context: Every second counts, thats all that matters to amelia

"Your order is served! Korriiiiii!"

(Guys i wrote this with Billie Eilish in the bg :sob:)

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To the both of you had your down sides, you guys weren't perfect.

Amelia held your hand softly, looking into your eyes in a soft manner. She didn't want to let go of you, she couldn't help it. She couldn't handle the sight of you leaving her, may it be out of her sight or just being 5 feet away from you

Ever since you guys met, she was awfully attached to you. You didn't mind the affection, you loved it even. You didn't care how clingy she was, what mattered to you was that she would get the love she deserved.

But you couldn't give it to her, no matter what. In every timeline, every universe... you were destined to die, may it be a car accident or even your own planned death. You were destined to die, you couldn't change that.

The time traveling detective always tried to stop that, but she just couldn't. No matter how many times she would stop time, no matter how many times she would turn back time to save you. Or to even move to the next timeline to see you.

You would die. And there wasn't anything you could do about it. No matter what you tried to do.

Amelia would keep your belongings, and place it in your room. There were videos of you talking that were saved on her phone. Just so she wouldn't forget your voice and face. The blond girl would also have a radio in her room that would play your favorite song, everytime she would hear it. Her heart would grow heavy and would tear up remembering you.

Every second mattered to amelia. You were more than just a girl that she met. You were absolutely everything to amelia.

This was already the 50th time, the 50th time she would hold your time and look at you with this soft and sad look on her face.

She had turned back time once more, just to see you. Every second matters to Amelia. All she needed was you. She couldn't let you go, she just can't.

You held Amelia's hand, and looked her in the eyes. She had beautiful eyes, blue and similar to the skies in the day. You could see a bit of pain and regret in her eyes, often the eyes were the most visible to emotion.

"Amelia..." you called out her name, you guys were cuddling in bed. The detective seemed tired, so you let her recharge with you... just like she would always do when she would come back from work.

Oh how she wished she could do that everyday...

"Yes my love?" The blond girl looked at you softly, her eyes were tired. God she wanted to just stay like this forever with you. Without you not dying.

"I love you..."

You muttered out as you kissed her forehead, combing her hair with your fingers. Ever so softly. Amelia felt sleepy, she wanted to sleep. But she couldn't, what if you would die? She couldn't let that happen. Not again, she doesn't want to feel that pain in her heart. She doesn't want to see the person who loved her the most and the person she loved the most die over and over again.

You hugged her tightly, not letting go of the detective. You wore her jacket, and she wore yours. Both of you felt comfy in the moment, like on cloud nine.

Amelia knew in this timeline, you died of a heart problem in your sleep. She needed to stay awake and spend as much time with you. Even if it was just staring at you for countless hours, she just needed to see you one last time. Before you finally die.

Watson held you closer to her, pulling you closer to her. She wanted to never ever let go of you, the detective then placed her hand on your chest...

Your heartbeat was... faint enough

"Amelia..." you called out her name again, wanting to look at her. She looked to you directly in the eyes.

"I love you..." you said, you knew about your heart problems. You knew you would die tonight. Once you fell asleep, that was the end...

You were so tired... so tired, you wanted to sleep. But you couldn't at the same time, no matter how much you would get out of the bed... no matter how coffee you took, no matter how many horror movies you watched... you would feel sleepy...

You didn't want to sleep and end your life with your lover in your arms... that felt selfish.

Everytime you close your eyes, you would want to sleep. Amelia knew how sleepy you were too...

"I love you amelia, so much..." you said again, giving her a sign that you were falling...

The detective looked at you softly, tears in her eyes. She couldn't talk but she knew what she had to say. She didn't want to let you go, but she needed to. She needed to move on, and stop dwelling in the past.

"I love you too, Y/N.... With all my heart." Amelia held you tighter, and with that. You fell into deep sleep.

The detective had her hand on your wrist, monitoring your heartbeat while you sleep. A few hours go by, shes still awake. Your warmth was comforting her at the same time haunting her. And surely enough, she felt your heartbeat finally stop.

As soon as your heartbeat fades out, amelia hugged you tighter. Holding your dead body, crying on your shoulder.

"Fuck..."

She cried out, her voice started cracking up. Sobs and sniffles echoed in the room. She would say your name from time to time. Like a chant, she truly loved you. Out of all these deaths, this was the most painful to her.

She wore your sweater, your favorite sweater.

And your last words...? She would remember them for eternity

"I love you amelia, so much..."