Was it all in my head?
Was it meant to be?
Thought I'd love you
til death
Now you're dead to me
I still fucking hate you,
hate you,
hate you
What are you doing to me?
Thought I'd love you
til death
Now you're dead to me
You fucking broke me
I'm crazy
Yeah yeah yeah
you were my baby
I wasn't perfect
but I've worked so hard
You still called me lazy
Had to leave to see
all the shit that you were doing to me
Called me so many names, started to believe
Made me fucking
hate myself
You never wanted me,
you wanted someone else
You made our home
start to feel like a cell
Took a look in the mirror and I started to see
A man that wanted some love you could
never give to me
Was it all in my head?
Was it meant to be?
Thought I'd love you
til death
Now you're dead to me
I still fucking hate you,
hate you,
hate you
What are you doing to me?
Thought I'd love you
til death
Now you're dead to me
I wasn't perfect
Always flirting with different women
and getting too fucked up
We couldn't even
have a conversation
But what you did was worse,
it was fucking inhuman
I caught you in bed
with another man,
just left feeling stupid
I went home
and thinking and drinking
and finished a gram
I got madder and madder, and I ripped him out of bed
You were screaming
at me and him
We're fighting on the floor
Had blood spilling
out my head
leaving from the door
I was wearing shades
the next day
Because you knew
I was meeting fans
It was the lowest
fucking point
I ever fucking felt as a man
I got hate in my heart
and an endless aggression
I can't let it all go
until you
answer my question
Was it all in my head?
Was it meant to be?
Thought I'd love you
til death
Now you're dead to me
I still fucking hate you,
hate you,
hate you
What are you doing to me?
Thought I'd love you
til death
Now you're dead to me
I couldn't see it then,
but I see it now
Thank you so fucking much for ripping my heart out
Stomping it and cutting it and bleeding it out
Finally figured out
so much about myself
I was never the problem,
I can finally see
You just weren't the right fucking person for me
Take care,
wish you well
and the best
Hoping our paths
never cross again
Said what I had to
and needed to say
Going to love myself
like I should
have yesterday
Was it all in my head?
Was it meant to be?
Thought I'd love you
til death
Now you're dead to me
I still fucking hate you,
hate you,
hate you
What are you doing to me?
Thought I loved you
til death
Now you're dead to me
Dead to me
Fucking dead,
dead, dead, dead,
dead, dead
Fucking dead,
dead, dead
You're dead to me
