Confused feelings

Chapter 37 :the decision

Cameron's POV (I know it's all late bear with me please )

Where am I ?
All I remember is pushing skylar out of the way.and the rest is just a blur.
Why can't I breath?why does mostly everything hurt? I had so much questions and no one was there to help me answer them . I kept hearing voices and beeping.

I remember hearing voices and screaming when the day happened but now all I hear was medical stuff and different voices . am I at the hospital ?
I was so confused.
I've been here with silence and I don't hear anyone's voice that I recognized.

"MY BABY" I heard a women yell or cry out . but I guess that was my mom

She got my right hand crying ."Why my baby?why"
"He's going to be ok " I knew right away that was my dad.
"How do you know that?!" She yelled angry ."LOOK at HIM LoOk At HiM"
I all heard was sobbing so she must be crying in my dads arms, like what she does when she receives bad news .

"Uh sorry to interrupt but I'm Dr.Sanchez "

"Hello I'm the father of Cameron and this is my wife ,Cameron's mother"my dad said.

"Ah mr. and mrs.Lopez I'm so sorry about Cameron."

"Sorry? why sorry?"

What why was he sorry for me ?

"We did the best we could on the operation but he's struggling to stay alive ."

I heard more crying.

"What can we do to help him ?"

"He just has to stay motivated."

I heard I gasp. "what if we bring skylar to motivate him"
Skylar just hearing that name made me feel weak. why couldn't she love me? What's wrong with me .

"Skylar? As skylar Evans"

"Yes. do you know her."

"Sadly she's here as well."

What ?i didnt get what he meant

"What do you mean dr.Sanchez?"I think my mother asked but I really don't care anymore . I'm not caring about anything .

"She's in here in the hospital."

"(*gasp) what happened to her and my baby"

"Well what her friends told me was that they were walking and Cameron grabbed skylar and they went far .not so far were they couldn't see. then they saw Cameron run to the other side of the street right in that stop sign in the intersection before the entrance of the view. she was yelling something and all they saw was lights showing on her body and Cameron pushed her and he sadly well he jumped on the car and got ran over . and another news the driver swerved and hit the tree and died."

"Oh my godness"

"Not other than that skylar is in a comma. Your son must have pushed her hard on the side walk to knock her out ."

"Will she be fine ?"

She's in a comma.shes in a comma . And it's all my fault .why should I continue on?

"Who knows mrs. Lopez we just need her to wake up

{the next day }

Here I am still here alive. I'm getting weaker by the hour. I've heard so many voices that I wanted to hear but one. all the motivation they gave me didn't seem to work. I felt so cold and lifeless. I knew some people were crying but I didn't know why. they shouldn't be crying for me I'm not important.i guess to my parents but other than that nothing .anyways they should start getting unattach to me because I feel there's no need for me in this world.