Total Gay Drama GC!!!

Geoff's Party Part - 1

Warning!!!

This chapter contains:

-Anxiety
-Mentions of self h@rm and scars
-Mentions of death
-Mentions of bullying and abuse
-Mentions of blood
-Mentions of alcohol and underage drinking
-Mentions of child neglectment

IF ANY OF THIS TRIGGERS YOU.. PLS LEAVE IMEDIATELY!

No one's Pov:

It was it was Saturday 7:37 pm, and most of the total drama original cast had already arrived. Geoff was at the front door with bridgette greeting everyone as they came in.

Even though most of them were 17- 20, Geoff still decided to add some alcohol. He though it wouldn't be much of a really bad idea.

Cody's Pov:

It was 6:49 pm as i finished getting ready. To be honest, i have a mixed style. I like mixing skaterboy styles with starboys styles! Its my weird thing okay? Mixing anything. I havent gotten my official drivers license and since the Drama Brothers were going together in Trent's car, i also asked Trent if he could give me a ride.

It was 6:54 pm whent Trent had arrived. Before leaving i gave my kitty Yin, some pets and food. Yes, i named my cat after the Yin and Yang symbole. The thing is, that my cat Yin is black and has a white spot, and she had a brother, before he sadly passed away due to cancer... but her brother was white with the exact same spot, but black. I immediatly KNEW i had to call them Yin and Yang. I absolutely LOVE cats!!

When i finished feeding my cat, i went outside and locked the house, and jumped right in Trent's car. Geoff's house was like 40 minutes away... or something... idk. While we were on our way, my band, "The Drama Brothers", decided to sing along our most famous albums, our biggest hits. When we finally got to Geoff's house and Trent parked, we were greated by Geoff and Bridgette. They were all so nice.. but i had a feeling something was going to go wrong, i just.. couldn't tell what it was. Meh, whatever, lets just shake it off and enjoy this party! We were already 47 minutes late! Since we arrived at 7:43 pm.

Noah's Pov:

Okay. I was going to a party. Unexpected right? Right. Idk why i said yes.. especially right after Cody said yes to go. Ugh. Whats wrong with me. Anyways, for the party i was going to go like my usual self. I put on a white polo shirt and a blue sweater vest, with some cargo jeans. It was getting a bit warm so no need for very warm clothes. I put on some coffee flavored chapstick cause why not?.. and them did my hair. I kept it like i usually do, since its just a party with some people i met at camp and.. Cody.. NO. NOAH STERRECRA. CONTROL. Nvm. Cody is just Cody and thats that.

I checked my phone and it was still 6:28 pm. Izzy, Owen and eva weren't picking me up till 6:45 pm, so i still had time to eat. I went downstairs where my golden reatriver Lucy and my mom were. My mom had prepared me some dinner before leaving. I gladly took it amd ate it. Even if i wasn't hungry i would still accept the food. Im extreamly grateful for my mom, since she was always here. Sure, dad was.. supportive and loving.. but hes always on bussiness trips, so i can never remember his face clearly. I respect my mom so much for taking care of me and my other 8 siblings, alone almost always.

Once i finished my dinner, i immediatly hear the sound of a beep, i looked outside my window snd it was eva's car. Yeah, you might be wondering, dont you have a license? Yes. I do. But im 19 and i sometimes drink. Not to much to get really drunk, but yeah, eva doesn't drink at all, so its safer if she was the one driving. I said my goodbye's before leaving the house. Once i was outside i got on the front's pasangers seat and eva drove off.

It wasn't long after we arrived. In car, from my house to Geoff's, is a few minutes away. We arrived at the party in geoff's house at 7:06 pm, not too late i guess. Me, Izzy, Eva and Owen were greated by Geoff and Bridgette very nice and formally. Weird, but not in a bad way or anything. We went inside and idk why but i just started to search for Cody. Why Cody? I soon realized he had not gotten there yet, so i just stayed talking to Owen, Izzy and Eva until i saw Cody enter the room with the Drama Brothers? Whatever their band name is, i don't care. I was weirdly interesting in Cody's style. Starboy style with Skater boy style? Not going to lie, it looked.. cute.. I never said anything you hear me? You. Heard. Nothing.

Cody's Pov:

Okay... ive NEVER been to a party. At least not like this. A bit overwhelming if you ask me... As soon as i entered i felt a bit anxious, and i instantly wanted to disapear until i saw Noah. He was looking at me. I felt me cheeks heat up a bit. I akwardly smiled and waved at him. He did wave back, but less akwardly. He continue to read while Owen was talking to Izzy and Eva about something. As soon as i went to check the Drama Brothers, they were gone. Disapeared. God i hated that. I felt my anxiety rise up. The Drama Brothers had left me alone, in this.. overwhelming party. I felt myself starting to breath heavily.

Maybe i could go and talk to Noah and his friends? No. Nevermind. That would be rude if i just invited myself over. Maybe Gwen? Nope, not her either.. shes with Courtney. Just by walking near those two, Courtney would shoot daggers. Oh god. I dont really talk with the others. I mean, theres Sierra but, she is a really creepy stalker, just thinking about her gives me chills. Shit. Why did i even agree to go to this party. Stupid Cody. I knew that i'd most likely be alone and i still decided to go. Wait... i know! Ill go to the bathroom and stay there for the rest of the party! And pretend i was never here. Such a great idea Cody.

Gwen's Pov:

I was talking with my girlfriend, Courtney, when i saw Cody, in the entrance of Geoff's house, just standing there all alone. He looked really anxious. Poor guy. Then, a few minutes later, i saw him entering the bathroom. I decided to leave Courtney for a minute to find Trent and inform him about Cody. Trent and Cody were the best of friends, almost inseperable, he'll surely know what to do.

Cody's Pov:

I had entered the bathroom and once i did, i looked at myself in the mirror and just cringed. I then sat on the floor, knees up to my chest, and arms wrapped aroung my legs, i was shaking, my whole body. Why was i like this? Why AM i like this? I hate this.. i hate myself. These thoughts where running through my head like crazy, i felt tears form in my eyes and roll down my cheeks, falling to my black star shirt. God, this gave me so much deja vú. I remember when i would cry like this in the school bathrooms. I was a loner in school. I had no friends. I would get bullied sometimes, and since im a skinny and scrawny short boy, it was easy for them to beat me up.

My home life wasn't any better. Sure, i was rich and that gave me so much advantage, but my parents first priority isn't there only son, it's their work. My mom, gave me a lot of money thinking that i would forgive her for missing most of our "son and mother" time, but i didn't want money, i wanted her attention, her love. She was a good person, but not a great mother. Sometimes she would have some time to spend with me but, that would rarely happen. My dad, well, he was an alcoholic freak. He'd spend all day at work, get home, and start drinking till he passed out. He never gave me money like my mother, but i didn't care much. I hated him. Everytime he would get drunk, he would abuse of me, sometimes physicaly, sometimes mentaly, but that only would ever happen if i "got in his way" or something. I cried even more in the bathroom remembering these memories. These awful memories. The ones i wanted to forget so badly. But trauma will always and forever be trauma.

I was wearing some shorts that reached up to my knees, but i lifted them up a bit more, as i saw those scars. My self inflicted scars, all over my thighs. Such an awful sigh to be honest. I quickly brought my shorts back to my knees. Luckily, i hadn't brough my razor. I had stayed clean for a whole month and i wanted to keep it that way. I did miss seeing the blood from my scars drip down my legs, but i loved the fact i stayed clean for a whole month.

Fifthteen minutes have passed, and i was still locked in the bathroom, hiding my tears. God how i wanted to die right now. I then heard a knock. Oh no. I wasn't ready to get out there and show myself. Not yet. But then, i heard a familiar voice. "Hey Cody! Are you in there?" It was Trent. I felt so safe with Trent for some reason, but today, it was different, i only wanted to hide, from everyone. "Yeah.. im fine!" I obviously lied, i knew it myself, i wasn't fine, but i wasn't ready to admit that. "Okay well.. would you mind if i come in?" Shit. Yes i would. I wanted to hide my tears, all by myself. "I'd rather stay in here alone." I said. I felt dumb saying that. I should have stayed quiet. I heard a gentle sigh, and then some footsteps, like if Trent was leaving. I dont know why, but i started crying ever more, sobbing in silence.

I think 7 minutes had passed until i heard another knock. God damnit. Why won't everyone go away. I then heard another familiar voice. "Im coming in".

Cliffhanger~ >:)

It was getting too long, 1,728 words - this and the warning 🤯. I will continue this in part two!