Total Gay Drama GC!!!

The awaited improvement

Warning!!!

Mentions of suicide and attempts, Self harm (hair tugging [idk if that counts as self harm, but for me it does so i'll place it as a warning just in case]) trauma, panic attacks and swearing, if you don't like this i'd recommend you to leave.

Total Drama Gayness

"Toothgaptwink: feeling super super super suicidal"

~irl Pov~

Noah's Pov:

As soon as i saw Cody's unexpected message, my heart sank, i don't know why, but it just did. Heather and Trent answered Cody's text, clearly worried about him, and, honestly, i am too. I didn't know what to do, but i just couldn't sit here seeing Cody's message. I answered Cody's message informing him i was coming over to his. I had to check if he was alright, and make sure he didn't do anything stupid. After i went offline, i grabbed my car keys, got in the car and made my way to Cody's house. On my way, i got more worried, as i realized Cody was completely alone. He had told me something about both of his parents being on a business trip, so he was completely alone in his house, which gave him an opportunity to actually attempt. He cannot do that. I didn't want him to do that. I can't let him do that. 

While i was driving, more notifications pop up on my phone, one of them being Cody's. I was stuck in a red light so i decided to check the messages. Cody had texted something about his waisted years and youth, and Heather responded blaming Sierra for that, and i couldn't agree more. Sierra had ruined his mental health, and who knows all the things Sierra did to Cody. I saw two more messages after Heather's, the messages being from Courtney and Gwen, agreeing to Heather's statement. After i came online, i texted "^^^" agreeing with Heather's statement. After that, in the same group chat, i informed Cody and everyone else that i was almost at Cody's. Heather texted back "worried much?" and i replied with a "Yes. And you know you are too."  

As the traffic light turned green, i place my phone down, it still being on, on the group chat, to check if Cody would write something else. Eventually, he did, but i didn't answer, i was too focused on getting to Cody's place before it was too late. Once i finally arrived, i knocked on the door as loud as i could, but, no answer. Then Cody texted in the chat "The day has come where i have died". Shit... was i too late? My heart stopped beating for a few seconds before i texted through the chat telling Cody i was here and demanding him to open the door. After a minutes of intense knocking and no answer from Cody i felt my eyes start to water up. I quickly wiped my tears away as soon as i saw Cody text in the group chat "only to find i've come alive". Oh thank god, he was still alive. I remember, i had also passed through the thoughts of suicide during middle school, and early high school, and i didn't get much help, so i kind of know what he's going through right know, and this time, i am willing to help him. But i'm not stopping him from suiciding because i like him or anything. I know what you readers are thinking about. Sure, i may be gay, me and Cody are just friends.

I continued banging on the door, but Cody wouldn't answer. I was about to break the door down, but before i did, Cody opened the door. He gave me an awkward smile before i charged at him, taking his phone away, turning it off, and making him talk. The chat started going crazy and sending messages. It got annoying, so i went online, only for a minute, and informed them that Cody was fine, and then told then i was going offline again before turning my phone off.

"So, suicidal are we now Gap? Care to explain why?.." I said, asi tried keeping a straight face, but i think Cody noticed how worried i was.

Cody's Pov: