I don't know how it feels to be hugged when I'm sad. I also don't know how I'll react if someone asks,
"Why are you here?
tell me?", or I don't know how I will feel if someone really wants to listen to my story, trying to win me over and make me forget my own problems because all this time I know, I was alone. I don't have anyone's slap. I can never imagine that someone will care about me. it's just like impossible, even though it feels like someone really wants to care but okay.
I don't have many friends, my parents don't exist either, my formation is like this, so I can't do anything but keep these feelings alone. just wait until the time is sure to explode, yes everything is destroyed.
