This is the alternate version of "my special girl" !! 😼
Veneers Point of View
Me and [name] have been together for many years, since me and Vels careers started. She knew our secret and kept it which made me fall madly in love with her.. years later though aka now, I feel like she doesn't love me anymore.
I feel like she's moved on to someone new.. I don't know how to describe this feeling.. I don't even know how to describe this entirely.
Me and Vel have been busy with performances and recording new albums so I haven't really had time for her which I've been making time for her on my days off.. which aren't often but I try.
"I just feel like I'm not enough for her vel." I whine out as I laid on my stomach on Vels bed as she done her makeup.
She scoffed and looked back at me,
"Shut up Veneer, you're enough and she's everything she asked for. She's just.. I don't know" she sighed "going through something?"I sighed and looked down at the floor,
"But it's not just that.. I feel like I did something to upset her enough like this up to the point where she's being distant." I mumbled, my eyes tearing up. I sniffle and try to keep the emotions down.
Velvet puts her makeup brush down and looks at me, clearing her throat.
"Venny, i'm only saying this because I love you but maybe she needs a break? Us going to perform all the time could be affecting her feelings and perhaps she's having a hard time trying to express them to you since she doesn't want to mess things up?" Velvet responds, looking down at me with a pained expression in her eyes.
It's not often that I'd cry in front of her but in this moment, I just needed to let it go. One part being because of [name] other part being her words in her statement. Maybe I needed to have a talk with her? Either taking a break or making things right?
I sat up, tears running down my cheeks which I wipe away. Velvet gets up and gives me an awkward hug, patting my back as I cried. I sniffled once more and collected myself before pushing her away gently and getting up, leaving her room to go and find [name].
I walked down the hall and looked at her door, hesitating to even knock. My hand reached out to knock but froze mid air.
'What if i'm making a mistake and i'm just overthinking everything?' I thought to myself, I would be lying to myself if I said I didn't feel a bit panicked.
I took a deep breath before knocking on the door.
"[name]? Are you in here?" I asked, waiting for a response.
I heard her soft voice speak through the door. I started walking in and the door automatically opened for me. When I walked inside [name]'s room, it was dark. I flipped on the lightswitch and looked at her sitting on her bed, holding onto the teddy bear I bought her for her birthday.
"Are you alright, my love?" I spoke with a panicked tone, rushing to her side when I saw her shaking her head and starting to pour waterfalls out of her eyes.
I sat on the bed and pulled her into a tight hug on which she immediately pushed me away, I looked at her with wide eyes.
"Go away.. I do not want to speak to you right now.." [name] shouted, her voice cracking and hoarse as if she'd been crying for hours.
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𝐄𝐧𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐭☆彡 ✥𝐕𝐞𝐥𝐯𝐞𝐭 & 𝐕𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐫 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬! )𝐓𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐨𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫)
RomanceI'm making this cause every time I search his name I can't find anything 🤬 This book will also feature Velvet!! But her chapters have to be requested. P.S every chapter in this book is !Fem reader