Depth of Hearts

DEPTH - 2

"She needs to take her medicine properly, she needs proper care, if she skip food like this, then it will be a huge problem for her. Take care" Doctor told, after checking PJ

"We will take care of her, Doctor" HM told him, and he left from there

"Thank god, today we are here, or else I don't know" NM said to HM, who come back after sending off the doctor, to which HM nodded her head, but her mind is still somewhere else. NM looked at her daughter, who is lost in her thoughts, and asked "It's very late, go and sleep, will speak about this, tomorrow morning"

HM comes to KS's room again and looked at the papers and the photo, which she was looking sometime ago, "Karishma Singh" murmuring this, she kept all the things in the side table, and laid on bed

But Her mind don't give peace to her, " 'What is greater depth than ocean's depth, Its one's heart with untold love' may be its true, but what about the depth of one's heart, which don't share any of feelings straight to the person and hide everything in the name of duty" HM speaks to KS's photo frame which is in side table, while continued to lying in the bed

"What's about one's guilt in heart, which didn't get chance to ask apologies, even though it's not an intentional mistake"

"It's hurting a lot Karishma Singh, why don't you give me, a chance to speak my heart out. Why don't you give me a chance to say that you are important to me, like the same way I was important to you, which I didn't said this in loud, but you are important to me"

"I know our ideologies are different, our way of working are different and I don't like the way you want immediate justice. But I never thought that you are against me or my ideology, because we both want same output. I don't know whether you know or not that, I never disliked you or your actions, just I wanted you to act with little calm"

"And I can't say this loud as we are Senior and Junior, but trust me, I always believed you more than myself and I saw your capabilities as more than me, and I want you to achieve greater heights, but I just want you to act wisely"

"I know you changed a lot, but you always feel that I didn't acknowledged that, but you don't know how much proud I was, about your changed calm aura"

"And this mission, I know how much you suffered from my loss, believe me I suffered more than that by seeing your suffering like this, and only I know how many times I cried after seeing your sufferings like that, but I can't do anything, I was in mission. But trust me, the only time I felt helpless for choosing my duty over one person"

"I wanted to say this to you many time, I want you to know that, you are more important to me, but I don't get proper chance and time, and when I get that proper time and chance, you are no more with us" HM wiped her tears, which is continuously flowing

"I am sorry Karishma Singh" HM said once again, sometimes the unasked apologies and unforgiven apologies hold unbearable burden in anyone's heart. And like this, HM slept unknowingly

Next day, HM's sleep gets disturbed by alarm, which is continuously ringing after every 5 minutes, which disturbed HM and she gets up from her sleep and looked for her phone, but it's not her phone, then whose phone is this, HM finds out the sound coming from side table drawer, then HM opened that and found KS's personal phone

"Karishma Singh's Phone" murmuring this, HM took that phone and switched off the alarm, but by that time she is completely wakes up from the sleep, so she continued to look at phone which has KS's picture, as profile which gives reason for HM to look at the phone for a long unknowingly

And she just opened the open, and looked at the gallery where her dabang SI almost gave same pose for all the photos, which unintentionally made the SHO to smile. After few good minutes of checking out her SI's photos, she thought to keep the mobile, but that time her eyes landed on some recording files, she pressed the play button with hesitation, as she wants something more to see or to hear her SI again, which is now impossible, At least this phone gives that to her now. So with Hesitation she played the recording