Depth of Hearts

DEPTH - 3

"Where are you going?" NM asked HM, who is getting ready to leave the house, HM stopped everything and looked at NM and said "Why are you asking like this, I am going to PJ's house to stay with her, as we discussed and as I was doing for last 2 months"

"Yeah, for that reason I asked, you are doing this for last 2 months, in fact you refused Santosh and Cheetah to stay with PJ, and doing all by yourself, now we feel its enough, as PJ is somewhat okay with all, and she already rejoined her duty" NM tried to explain the things, which HM don't want to accept and understand, and simply going there for PJ

HM looked at her mother and said "She is okay, but what if she needs something"

"Haseena, its her life now, you can't stay with her like this, forever. One day, you have to stop going there, and now I asked you do to that same" NM said

"But why are asking all of this sudden" HM asked, but now she is feeling more uneasy, as she never think the situation will come like this, and all of sudden when her mother stating the real facts, she dont know how to react or what to say

"It's not sudden, we are thinking this for a long" NM said

"We" HM asked to which NM answered "Me and PJ, she felt very bad, because of her, you are doing many things"

"Ammi, I don't have any problem in doing that things. How can I think like that, and in my absence Karishma Singh did everything for everyone and for the station also, but she never felt like that, and then how I will think like that" HM said

NM looked at HM and make her sit on her bed and sit besides her and said "You are carrying the unnecessary guilt, and you have to move on from everything"

"How I will move on from that incident, when she don't" HM said while looking at the walls of her room, the unforgiven guilt killing her everyday along with recent things, which she getting to know everyday, all make her life a hell, and everything is too much for her, which she even can't able to share with anyone.

"Haseena, Listen, I know everything and I can understand your feelings, but in this no one is at fault, either you or her, both are wrong and right at their own points, its fate which played its own way, and leave you like this, but trust me, she may be angry at you at that time, but she never wants to hurt or leave you or never wants you to live with this guilt in your heart. Please at least for her, remove this guilt from your hearts, and concentrate more in finding the culprits" NM told, to which HM just nodded her head, as she don't know, how to say what's in her depth of hearts, which she recently finds out

"I will cook dinner, and I will inform PJ that, you are not coming there" saying this, NM left from there. HM just laid in her bed just like that, its too much for her to bare all these unsaid things, unforgiven guilt, new find love. And now today she even can't sleep in that room, which gives answer for her in everything, which makes her more mad.

"Ammi, I forget that I need to buy some medicine for PJ, so today I am going there, and from tomorrow I will think for other solution" saying this, HM left from there without allowing her mother to say anything in return, or in short she completely avoided any responses in return

"Santosh Sharma, any updates" asking this, HM entered in to station, in response everyone wished her, "We already made list with the CCTV footage that who are crossed your house that day, so now we need to short list" SS answered

"And how is their investigation going" HM asked, "MS, they are checking by your enemy list, as they are suspecting that someone from your enemy only did this to kill you, and instead of you, Karishma Madam got killed" SS said, to which CC and PJ looked at her in disbelief, as she mention the things, which hurt their MS the most