Tape 14: the story continues

End of tape 13

Hannah sighed, looking up at Mr. Porter with tears in her eyes. He looked at her with a tired look saying "hannah if you won't tell me what happened, then let it go." This opened her eyes to reality."It's true nobody cares, " she thought, getting up from her seat. "Hannah, where are you going?" Mr. poter said, sounding mildly annoyed. "You're right. I should let it go, " she said, walking out, hoping he would follow her.....he didn't. "That's the end of tape 13. There's nothing more to say," she said, Turing off her tape recorder and leaving. "Hey hannah," she heard someone say, a familiar voice..clay Jensen. She turned around to see his face he looked exhausted from running. "Hey hannah, how are you?" he said with a smile on his face. "Should I tell him?" she thought, looking at him. "I'm great!" She said cheerfully. "Do you wanna walk home together?" he asked her. "Oh, I'm sorry, not today. I can't maybe tomorrow," she stated firmly. "OK," Clay said smiling "bye hannah, see you later." he ran off, and she left the school. Went to the post office to drop a box of tapes off there and left, leaving another box with Tony and going home. "Hey, hannah!" Her mom said sweetly, greeting her at the door."How was your day??" She said happily. "It was good," hannah said, both of her hands shaking. "Are you alright?" her mom said with a worried expression. "Yeah, I'm great, I'm gonna go take a bath. I'll see ya later," hannah said anxiously. "OK, I love you, honey," her mom said, letting her go. "Drip drip drip" the water went as she turned it off getting in still with her clothes on. Her phone rings...it was Tony, she answered....
Hannah: h-hi
Tony: hannah, whatever you're doing, don't do it
Hannah: You were not supposed to see that yet
Tony: Well, I did. I'm coming over now!
She panicked, hanging up the phone, picking up the razor blade, and digging it deep into her arm. It was painful, then she stopped... dropped the blade and regretted everything. "MOM!" she yelled, sounding still in pain. Her mom burst into the bathroom, horrified. "Hannah baby, what did you do??? Why?!" She cried. Hannah looked at her mom with sad eyes..."it was all my fault.." she said. "What was?!" her mom cried, hugging her daughter, not wanting to let go of her. "Mom," hannah said, looking sad..."The other day when I went on a walk I saw this party and we went into a hot tub and....i-". Her mom looked distraught. "What happened, hannah..." she said. Hannah looked terrified. "Bryce walker forced himself on me," she says, sobbing at this point. ".."He did what," her mom says, enraged as Tony ran in "Hannah oh my god," he says, running to her. "I heard what you said. I'd gonna help you... you're gonna be ok.."